selfish

you tried to steal the light in my eyes

you wanted to grasp what it felt like

but everything you touch turns black

and you tried to hold on tight but 

the worst part

was dragging me down with you

you wanted to take it all away

you grew angry

because you couldn't understand

the way i view the world differently

you wanted me to see your world

and what it felt like

by drowning me with you

and you thought that wasn't selfish?

you tried to rob the light within me

because you had nothing left inside

you are the dark black hole

craving to suck in the pure white light in me

you used to love it so much

but you soon grew envious

wanting to destroy the little light i had in me

even though

you knew all along

i loved sharing all my light with you

but you sucked me up

sucked it all like the speed of light

and i died

you killed me

and you said you weren't selfish?

i saw you break apart

and i tried saving you 

you are the black hole

and yet i couldn't touch you

but you touched me

you saw me break apart

and all you did was sit there

all you did was stare

all you did was nothing

and it crumbled me

and that wasn't selfish,  right?

today, i've been reborn

a flame ignited

and this time it won't die

i won't let anyone possess it the way you did

only i can possess my light

but i will still share it with the world

because the light gives life

i give life

i honor life

and everything around me blooms as i walk by

because i was meant to love and give

i am the sun

i am the water

i am the moon

i am the trees and the flowers

i am the birds

i am everything you hate, that you used to love

how unfortunate

you've been selfish from the start

and i was blinded by my own reflection

from my own light

and you

a black hole who wanted more

a black hole who sucks life and light

a black hole who wasn't meant to be evil

but only keeps hurting

a black hole who destroys everything it touches

small, pitiful, and selfish