i keep having vision of the person i liked to be she is happy and doesn't give a fuck she is crazy but in a good way she finds laughter in every situation its hurting seeing the real me knowing it couldn't become reality around these people » Continue Reading
distance yourself once you feel unapreciated. remember that you are rare one of a kind and limited edition don't hide your wings real love will never put you in a position of feeling unloved » Continue Reading
they forgot about you they moved on so fast walked out youre life so fast but you still miss them you'r thinking about them everyday thinking what if i did this different no you gotta move on you gotta move on. » Continue Reading
''Suddenly, you realize you’ll never have the good relationship you wanted, and as long as they were alive, even though you’d never admit it, part of you, the stupidest goddamned part of you , was still holding on to that chance. And you didn’t even realize it until that chanc » Continue Reading
you were my spark if been feeling lost and misserble almost al my life and the reason this really hurts it's cus you were my spark i have founded it because of you now i don't know if i should fight for it or let it go waiting or hoping it will come again maybe it never will.... the voices are getting worse again because im still here with you youre making it worse youre the only one to blame here... » Continue Reading
''suddenly you realize you'll never have the good relationship you wanted and as longs as they were alive even though you never admit it, part of you the stupidest goddam part of u was still holding on to that chance'' i heard you from a distance laughing that stupid fucking laugh ''one of kind laugh'' i hate you i really do cus you can act like i don't exist to you but i i can't for some reason i... » Continue Reading
something strange happened I have this thought of a guy that is cute there is no lie in that. but the endless possibilities when I'm his girlfriend the feeling of safety that I so long for, knowing somebody is going to be there. but it's wrong cus I'm expecting something from a person and that always ends up disappointing. but it is so nice to daydream about it thinking about al the people who wou... » Continue Reading
the pain on your chest that doesn't go away, knowing that he could take it all away in a sec. feels like there was no progress made but it would have been nice if he helped » Continue Reading
if been looking at pictures in your life getting updated trough a picture wishing I was there experience it not thinking soon when I leave that is what people would be experiencing of me soon when I go they can only look at the pictures I send not to make you jealous because I left but to show you that I'm getting better in the hope you will see how miserable i was there ............................. » Continue Reading
I feel stupid writing about you again it's just annoying no one in this world has hurt me more than you did I guess that's why I'm confused about what I'm feeling right now because even though it al I'm still hoping for a reason you acted like this or an explanation but it's al going to be over soon I know when I step on that plane I won't think about you for another 6 months right now it terrifie... » Continue Reading
you were never a good friend from the beginning till now it's always the same I tell you that I like someone and then later you start talking to them you did it every time except for one person you think you have me all figured out and know me I know you love to talk about me more than trying to get to know me it's always about you I think you two are perfect for each other because you're both no... » Continue Reading