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if been looking at pictures in your life getting updated trough a picture wishing I was there experience it not thinking soon when I leave that is what people would be experiencing of me soon when I go they can only look at the pictures I send not to make you jealous because I left but to show you that I'm getting better in the hope you will see how miserable i was there
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i think in some ways because i wanted to hurt myself i jused you're unexplainable behavior for self harming myself thinking that i some how deserved it because I'm too much of a pussy to cut myself so in some ways you were making the cuts i couldn't do physical
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I'm still writing about you cus I just wanna get it out of my mind that I do still think bout you and I now its going to be over soon I still check on the cars for when you could be in them driving by I never had done that before till now I guess trying to keep the thought of you alive hoping for the impossible to happen en explanation for everything
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