Hey guys , After three months of not writing nor paying attention to much of anything in the world. I figured i would give a go ahead and update you for whom who those do care or whoever is reading this lol. The girl and i broke up , everyone was right lmao she stop 1,000$ and i have nothing to show for it . i embarrassed myself infront of my family , friends , and workers as well. But i met a gu... » Continue Reading
Hey guys , After three months of not writing nor paying attention to much of anything in the world. I figured i would give a go ahead and update you for whom who those do care or whoever is reading this lol. The girl and i broke up , everyone was right lmao she stop 1,000$ and i have nothing to show for it . i embarrassed myself infront of my family , friends , and workers as well. But i met a gu... » Continue Reading
Okay.. Don’t be mad because i have forgotten about you guys lol.. okay but seriously i am sorry! i have once again forgotten to write , rant , speak about what i am feeling or doing. Well short story short. It’s Shit. My job literally sucks the mental abuse the happens there is crazy insane specially sexism as well. I can’t quit my job because well i need to pay my bills and my problems aren’t go... » Continue Reading
Okay.. Don’t be mad because i have forgotten about you guys lol.. okay but seriously i am sorry! i have once again forgotten to write , rant , speak about what i am feeling or doing. Well short story short. It’s Shit. My job literally sucks the mental abuse the happens there is crazy insane specially sexism as well. I can’t quit my job because well i need to pay my bills and my problems aren’t go... » Continue Reading
She doesn’t love me. Or atlease it doesn’t feel like she does love me. The things she says , the things she does and do. It upsets me and i express that quite greatly but yet still no response, no remorse , no empathy. She says she loves me. But yet why do we fight almost everyday about the same thing that she knows bothers me most , i can’t help it. Being OCD and being with someone whom isn’t i... » Continue Reading
Totally something different today so just hear me out. Today was actually a pretty decent day. Work was shaky but when isn’t work ever shaky ya’know? End of the day i ended up seeing old friends , it gave me like a kick of power. I started to think more positively about what more could happen by the end of today but why live in the what happens and why not live in the what nows? I went home. ... » Continue Reading
So another entry i guess..? I keep seeing things that are relevant or irrelevant towards me , maybe it’s my disassociation problems that i have yet to fix. I feel like i don’t have any friend or anyone , is that a sad or weirdo thing to say? i feel like after high school no one told us “welp all you now” kinda thing. Realizing all i’m doing is smoking , working then going back to sleep to restar... » Continue Reading
So , here goes nothing i guess. I never saw myself becoming a blogger or maybe i did and i just didn’t see myself actually fully intending to do so. I found this off of tiktok so i’m sorry to all the people whom were already here before me lol. I must sound like a poser. My name is Nikki! i’m 19 but i’m not trying to be to much information kinda person cause well.. We all know how that went wh... » Continue Reading