So another entry i guess..?
I keep seeing things that are relevant or irrelevant towards me , maybe it’s my disassociation problems that i have yet to fix.
I feel like i don’t have any friend or anyone , is that a sad or weirdo thing to say? i feel like after high school no one told us “welp all you now” kinda thing.
Realizing all i’m doing is smoking , working then going back to sleep to restart the day.
I hate the feeling of robotic like .
It makes me feel un normal , i mean come on what kind of 19 yr old stays home alone on a friday night.
Nothing to do. Nothing to see. Nothing to say.
Is this depressing for a entry 2?
i wasn’t trying to be but jesus christ it fucking sucks not being social.
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kay
hey i can relate but honestly you have to do things that make you happy luv ,
try planning next week for yourself maybe get your nails done and go see a movie ? do something diff that you don't typically do even getting a new hairstyle
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Good advice, i never though of it like that.
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IvyneBlanca
omg heyyy, if it makes you feel better I'm an almost 19 year old with no friends that also stays in on Friday nights... LOL
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I feel like moments like these are we’re i wish friends were a simulation as well
But hey if you want to be friend all ears lol fridays are boring..
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