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Totally something different today so just hear me out.
Today was actually a pretty decent day.
Work was shaky but when isn’t work ever shaky ya’know?
End of the day i ended up seeing old friends , it gave me like a kick of power.
I started to think more positively about what more could happen by the end of today but why live in the what happens and why not live in the what nows?
I went home.
Yup still lost my debit card but right now in this moment who cares.
I take a seat , smoke some up , speak what’s on my mind and stay in my peace.
I think about the times that i’m thankful for and what i should really think about to make my life more easier and moveable for me.
Today , my friend is trying a experiment with her sexuality.
It’s quiet fascinating honestly watching someone trying to grow or understand their path of life is beautiful.
Watching them take interest in my crystals , my jars ,
my alters , but everything.
Figuring out if they will or won’t like it , the chances
and comfort zone the stepping out of is quite beautiful as well.
It’s like watching the rain fall.
First slowly , then all at once.
So beautiful yet so unware.
i feel so honored watching people grow before my eyes.
But my dark thoughts still sit in the back of my head asking “why aren’t you doing the same”..
i don’t know how to live but right now i feel different.
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