Vol 5.

Well short story short. 

It’s Shit.

My job literally sucks the mental abuse the happens there is crazy insane specially sexism as well.

I can’t quit my job because well i need to pay my bills and my problems aren’t going to go away but make things bigger. So until i find a job to call back on and what not , i’ll just suffer through it. (main reason i can’t leave is i don’t have a car) my friends there help me. 

But today it feels .. better? a long long ago friend just messaged me out of the blue trying to get in contact with me . i’m sorry this one is a short one but he keeps texting me lol and i can’t do two things at once sooo i’ll talk to you guys after lol brb!!

Coming back a few layers after. 

I got sick and i haven’t been feeling good the past couple of days so you would expect my girlfriend or something to understand why i’m feeling sick and this way. 

But she didn’t , she’s been rude and upsetting and today she did something again after i repeatedly ask her not to do . But proceeded to do it , fuck me tho right.. My feelings are really hurt i even told her like dude come on our one year is around the corner and you go back to the exact same spot we were in. Now i’m stuck . hurt . crying in my bed . wishing to just restart my life and quit being so high.