So for the past few days I've felt like utter shit in a can. Everything I tried doing wasn't helping and was making me feel much worse. But this morning was better. I can't say it was good cause to be honest my days are never good I just have bad days and better days. Today's definitely better though. When I get like this I often ask myself how long this will last. I know that what Im experiencing... » Continue Reading
March 17th, St. Patrick's Day. A special day in itself because of st. patty's, and I'm half Irish so I understand how serious it can get, but its been ruined for me. March 17th now will always be my child's "birthday'' and I don't know how to cope with that. It's been almost two years, she would have been 1 year old today. To think that in another life I would have been planning a birthday party f... » Continue Reading
Hey peps, this is going to be a blog about my fashion, my outfits and my makeup and hair looks. I'm going to also make a bulletin where i post some pics of my outfits and stuff. My style kind of ranges from 90's to y2k to streetwear to whatever I think looks good together. I always show out a look no matter but if anyone has some tips, always helpful. My birthday is in 2 months so I want to start ... » Continue Reading
I feel lost. Not always, but sometimes my mind wanders to the pits of my memory and then i feel lost. Lost in the "good old days" lost in "what ifs" lost in the person I thought I was going to become, but didn't. Why does that happen? Why do things happen in life that we can't control? Who is? And who's deciding that I deserve what I go through? And everyone always says "oh but what does kill you... » Continue Reading