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was sagen wir aissa? letzte stunde medienrecht, vegane woche bei lidl und NEUE NÄGEL !!!!!!!!!!!!!! life is good. bald obdachlos. scheiss huren nutten kurden-twin der seine wäsche nicht machen kann SO ICK EW. ich muss heute abend noch raus, aber will lowkey nicht. should i trotzdem? charmed staffel 5 folge 11 ich brauche apotheken ott » Continue Reading
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i just realised two seconds ago that i don't replace broken things or don't bother to fix things like my phone/laptop, old clothes etc. because i never expect myself to keep going for much longer. 'it's not worth it, i won't be using it for much longer anyway' what?? who said that? this implies that i seek for replacement of said thing but i don't want to put effort/money into it because 1. i'm no... » Continue Reading
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i just realised two seconds ago that i don't replace broken things or don't bother to fix things like my phone/laptop, old clothes etc. because i never expect myself to keep going for much longer. 'it's not worth it, i won't be using it for much longer anyway' what?? who said that? this implies that i seek for replacement of said thing but i don't want to put effort/money into it because 1. i'm no... » Continue Reading
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i just realised two seconds ago that i don't replace broken things or don't bother to fix things like my phone/laptop, old clothes etc. because i never expect myself to keep going for much longer. 'it's not worth it, i won't be using it for much longer anyway' what?? who said that? this implies that i seek for replacement of said thing but i don't want to put effort/money into it because 1. i'm no... » Continue Reading
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i just realised two seconds ago that i don't replace broken things or don't bother to fix things like my phone/laptop, old clothes etc. because i never expect myself to keep going for much longer. 'it's not worth it, i won't be using it for much longer anyway' what?? who said that? this implies that i seek for replacement of said thing but i don't want to put effort/money into it because 1. i'm no... » Continue Reading
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i'm in a situation in my life right now in which i've negatively ended a friendship for the first time. and, despite having bpd and being extremely sensitive and attached to my partners, i always keep somewhat of a distance to my friends, no matter how close i seem to be with them on the outside and with the things i say. last year i got close with a group of friends, the closest i believed to ha... » Continue Reading
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i hated the thought of coming with, but right now i'm absolutely high and drunk i'm just happy to be here. i want to go home though. i'm hungry. » Continue Reading
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i hated the thought of coming with, but right now i'm absolutely high and drunk i'm just happy to be here. i want to go home though. i'm hungry. » Continue Reading
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i hated the thought of coming with, but right now i'm absolutely high and drunk i'm just happy to be here. i want to go home though. i'm hungry. » Continue Reading
Category: Life
missing yourself from half a year ago fully knowing you hated yourself back then, too. but i also miss my friends. i miss living alone, i miss spontaneous car rides, i miss surrounding myself with laughter and adventure. i don't think much stayed from last summer. i cut people out of my life so much i barely like them, yet i sob while thinking of how things used to be. having let myself be vulne... » Continue Reading
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i don't like the way i look. i don't like the way i speak, walk, react to funny jokes or normal conversation, i literally despise the way i just AM, and it's so exhausting. i thought it would stop someday when i'm older. but i'm already 18 years and 4 months old, and nothing has changed since i woke up and decided to have consciousness and a long term memory. i genuinely believe that my time on e... » Continue Reading
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i don't like the way i look. i don't like the way i speak, walk, react to funny jokes or normal conversation, i literally despise the way i just AM, and it's so exhausting. i thought it would stop someday when i'm older. but i'm already 18 years and 4 months old, and nothing has changed since i woke up and decided to have consciousness and a long term memory. i genuinely believe that my time on e... » Continue Reading
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