I just think its a little sad to think that from the age of ten I was trying so hard to be viewed as pretty. since I was a kid I've been through vicious cycles of starving myself, isolation, and self hatred all because I didn't fit the beauty standard. the beauty standard that told an 11 year old they had to look a certain way to be loved. middle school didn't help in the slightest either lmao, i ... » Continue Reading
TLDR: im an incel who needs psychological help In honor of the school year ending and me never seeing any of these people again (since my school has over 3,500 kids), I thought it would be fun to go ahead and rate all the people I've either crushed on, or thought about in a romantic way! Side note, I have BPD and attachment issues, so im gonna go out on a limb here and say that these were just ob... » Continue Reading
I've come to the very sudden realization that im just mean. Its not like I actively wake up and decide to be a bitch, but whenever I try making sarcastic jokes, they come off as genuine comments or questions. I don't mean to come off as rude, but to a lot of people it does. Other than learning how to implicate tone in my speech, how can I just be an overall nicer person » Continue Reading
so long story short, I have bpd and I have this issue where I will get extremely attached to a person, even if I barely know them, and it becomes obsessive. normally its been kept relatively in check, but for the past couple of months its been a cycle of A) talking to a person I think is decent looking maybe once, B) thinking im in love with them and then C) getting depressed/upset when they do an... » Continue Reading
In a previous post I talked about a guy I liked and it was going okay, but when I reached out to talk to him on insta his vibe switched from interested to super dry. Its probably because im an extremely cringy texter, and I can't read social cues for the life of me lmao. I'm fine with him not liking me but I feel so embarrassed for even trying when he was probably just laughing about me to his fri... » Continue Reading
i'm literally so enamored by this boy i sit next to in my bio class, but i have no idea how to make a move or if he would even be interested (let along single lmao). does anyone have any tips that will sort of give him the hint without me having to state it flat out ;-; » Continue Reading