Hey guys! its Red :D I realized I haven't posted on here in SOOOOO long so I figured id make a little life update while im drunk in my appartment, its so weird to think despite me not being the most active user, ive been here since my junior year of high school, and now im in my sophomore year of college, and I really think ive got it all figured out. im finally in school, living with people I lov... » Continue Reading
hey! so im a music student on winter break right now for context, but ive been really taking in music on a new level recently and its making me feel so warm. maybe im just high but I need to ramble about it. towards the end of the last semester I was completely unmotivated with music and nearly considering giving up. but I kinda just realized I wasn't balancing in my elife correctly or organized a... » Continue Reading
hey! so ive been home for winter break and things have been absolutely wild and things have been absolutely bonkers lately and thought id drop a life update! I started my own business and have been using my time in between school to focus on myself, reconnecting with my friends who I feel like ive really disassociated from, (esp the ones at home), spent time dealing with my family esp since my mom... » Continue Reading
hey guys! I know ive been on here for a while and have made a few posts but it irks me because im barely active and I absolutely adore this site! school and work has been an interesting experience and I think I should take more advantage of this awesome blog and use it to express that! so I plan to be posting every other day and I hope to really get started making a mark on here and hope to make s... » Continue Reading
hey guys! :D I know its been a hot min since I've posted but im here and hope to be more active as im adjusting to my new schedule and finding more free time for social media and so on. im finally in college!!!! studying music and its been a lot. my overall state of living has increased and ive been doing a lot of fun things but also a lot of traumatic things have happened recently and my mental h... » Continue Reading
hey guys! I know I've taken QUITE the break from here, but I'm back and plan to be more active!! I've had LOTS going on recently and thought it would be fun to update y'all. a lot is I've been struggling with infections like crazy, the worst being in the tip of my finger that I recently got surgery on to help drain the infection. my boyfriend has also moved in, I got a new computer so that's a hug... » Continue Reading
one ore thing before i stop spamming ny blog,,, i wanted to share my dms are always open for new friends! ive seen so many cool people here but do not have the courage to message first lol, which im willing to do also! just reply under here if youd like me too or if you wanna add me so we can talk. id really like to start meeting people here! » Continue Reading
one ore thing before i stop spamming ny blog,,, i wanted to share my dms are always open for new friends! ive seen so many cool people here but do not have the courage to message first lol, which im willing to do also! just reply under here if youd like me too or if you wanna add me so we can talk. id really like to start meeting people here! » Continue Reading
OK so another thing i just NEED to gush about, recently i entered a new relationship and im just so happy,,, like hes just my type and this is the first time in a long time ive felt truly comfortable with someone and my anxiety has been surprisingly low, like usually in relationships im very insecure and always worrying about abandonment but i dont really feel like that with him? hes been so great... » Continue Reading
hey peeps! its been a hot moment since ive been on here. ive had so much going on lately etween sorting out college, which btw, im officially enrolled for music education! its so crazy to think im actually gonna be going on with music as a career. and also high school shit like trying to pass my reqs and our busy music department there. hoping to get on track with being active here! » Continue Reading
so im finally starting to hear back from colleges, and i got into my first choice school! still waiting to hear back from the others, and prepare my music school auditions which are late next month into early march. im so excited! wish me luck » Continue Reading
Wow!! this is just gonna be a smll vent haha, dw, nothing bad, just stressed out. between college application issues, and finals, man im going crazy xD i have 3 finals for my semester classes this week and im SCREWED bc i have no clue whats happening in any of those classes. plus one of my teac hers never put in the grades for assignments i ade up so im failing ig :,) plus ap music theory is WHOOP... » Continue Reading