realizing all I have around me.

hey! so im a music student on winter break right now for context, but ive been really taking in music on a new level recently and its making me feel so warm. maybe im just high but I need to ramble about it. towards the end of the last semester I was completely unmotivated with music and nearly considering giving up. but I kinda just realized I wasn't balancing in my elife correctly or organized at all so there's that lmfao,, but over break I started to be able to want to work on music again because I wasn't forced too daily and didn't have to associate it with anxiety and stress like I did during finals week. and it made me realize that maybe this is my true calling! and I really truly enjoy all my time in School and practicing and I can't keep myself in an unorganized running day to day schedule and expect myself to not overwork myself. I think just having time to myself and my guitar and AirPods have sent me to a new level and im overall going through a really good period of growth right now. and once I get back to school im hoping to maybe start a new band if I can meet the people to do it! wish me luck<3