the night before the election (as I rolled into my parents house for two weeks) i got an email from work saying my company was being liquidated. the next day they said they would keep me til february, but everyone i worked with got laid off. so, i have my job for now, but things are very slow. ive been at my parents helping my dad since the 3rd. things with my mom are worse and continue declining.... » Continue Reading
i finished my DJ set for my friends halloween event next weekend :) so pleased with how it turned out. it took a lot lot lot of work but i do feel way more experienced now with my deck, like i can pick it up and just use it without it being really daunting. i still have so much to learn but i think i've made something people can dance to, which is all i really care about with my sets at this point... » Continue Reading
really not having a great time lately. still feeling sick from the conference last week, feeling blue about some other things, and i cannot sleep right now. the cats have had fleas the last few weeks, my sister was doing a great job while i was out of town working trying to manage it and i think its generally going to be okay - but at night my brain is convinced they're everywhere. i can't even en... » Continue Reading
i got sick at the conference on Friday morning. it was a rough night and following day but today im feeling okay. my flight leaves around 12:30 today. my baby's making some breakfast for us and im just enjoying the slow morning. i met some more of his friends. we went to a jazz club and had dinner, the food was great. i dont want to leave but also, i miss home. lots to do once i get back. i just w... » Continue Reading
i cannot stress enough how insane it is to me to see giant buildings and skyscrapers. i stand next to one and think, this would have killed a peasant in the medieval area. i wonder how they are so sturdy and strong next to a river. it feels like they would just fall in. how are they made of glass. what is it like on the top floors in a storm. do they sway? do they talk to each other? what do they ... » Continue Reading
the hotel is nice, but there could be like a better or thicker comforter on the bed and maybe more pillows. also they did this thing where when you walk in, you have to put a room key on this holder to activate the room power? which ive never seen before so was super confusing when i checked in. we had deep dish last night and everyone loved it. last night i had another stomach attack like i had a... » Continue Reading
im in chicago for a work conference and there are sooo many people here. not sure im getting the same things out of it my coworkers are since it's focused on a different area but i still enjoy listening to the women speakers. i think tomorrow im going to dress a little nicer. cant wait to get some dinner and crash at the hotel. » Continue Reading
french manicure wipe away the residue, girl you think you got it bad, v8 original 100% vegetable juice, edamame, get groovy, javasok, triple moisture herbal whipped body creme, green hair dye, spooky stream, cute button down top only $13, cat fight, fighting cats, brushing cats, scratch under the collar, kiss on forehead, slice over-ripe bananas its all over your fingers, hard core cleaning, new b... » Continue Reading
Today my therapist sent me home with homework. Which is rare. She wants me to visualize who I want to become in the future. I guess this profile is a way to express and play and work through that. Sis got us boba when I got home. Still feeling a bit fragmented but tomorrow will be better. » Continue Reading