super fast life update 11-15-2024.2

the night before the election (as I rolled into my parents house for two weeks) i got an email from work saying my company was being liquidated. the next day they said they would keep me til february, but everyone i worked with got laid off. so, i have my job for now, but things are very slow. ive been at my parents helping my dad since the 3rd. things with my mom are worse and continue declining. she needs help with every task now. my dad did finally sign up for a home care service to get some help a couple times a week. my parents dog copper is getting up there but still getting around. cant hear or see anything but hes always a good boy. 

i got to spend some time with my wonderful, sweet, and hot asf boyfriend. i really just love him so much. i have never been treated this well in a relationship, ever. ive never felt this safe or secure. i enjoy my time with him so much, i just wish we'd met sooner in life - although if i had to wait this long for something this amazing then i guess everything i've ever been through was worth it. this relationship is very healing, and calm. we dont fight at all. anything that comes up, we work through it together as a team. i could do a whole other blog about our dreamy weekend together. i love him. and it feels so real. its not like a crazy weird infatuation lust type of feeling that is so unhealthy. its soft and tender, deep and patient, considerate and curious. it feels sustainable and like we will grow together with space to grow as individuals. we are both on the same page, the same word, even. its new for me and i cherish it more than i can really explain. i love you baby.

my amazing sister is watching over my fuzzy babies and house while im gone. but im ready to get back home. it sucks to leave my parents again, but ill be back for Thanksgiving pretty soon. then ill have a whole week with my baby.