Steel

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"for so long I've been nothing but a scope behind a rifle..."

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Entry #89

Category: Life

surprisingly, i havent really thought about using my blog. everything is going really well now. im in a better mindset, surrounded by people who actually care about me, so on. only bad thing that happened since the last blog was that my uncle died yesterday but we werent too close, plus he died peacefully so i am glad for that. though i still am sad about it of course since we used to be close and... » Continue Reading

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Entry #88

Category: Life

tiktok is a mistake and a blessing bro » Continue Reading

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Entry #87

Category: Life

brother's mad tonight. time to hide in my room. not like anything is different anyway. » Continue Reading

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Entry #86

Category: Life

its my birthday today. i feel nice, today is alright. went to six flags, had fun but went home early because it rained really fuckin hard. i got a dionysus statue, some books of homer, deidara funko pop and a light yagami pin :3 and a new speaker that i absolutely love. got to have the httyd meal from bk yay! was yummy even though i dont really like bacon. but i had a lot of fun today and now we a... » Continue Reading

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Entry #85

Category: Life

blocked two of my friends on everything today since they stopped being friends with my other friend. i feel extreme guilt that i had to pick a side, but i couldnt live without my best friend. its not that i loved them less, but my best friend more. i feel so empty, but i guess it will be over soon. birthday is in 2 days so thats exciting, i guess. i went to ptv concert a few days ago in st louis, ... » Continue Reading

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Entry #84

Category: Life

life better after last blog almost immediately. got a new phone finally for my early birthday which is awesome because i was fighting for my LIFE with an iphone 7 bro. upgraded to a 14, which is epic. mom's friend bought me some pokemon packs for my early birthday as well so thats cool, my bff got me a korean espeon card which is like my close favorite eevee evo yippee!!! i dont know life is going... » Continue Reading

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Entry #83

Category: Life

new blog, you know what that means! i fucking hate my life and everything and everyone and i want to fucking kill myself. nothing in my life will go right because i am doomed to eternal despair. and somehow i will manage to not kill myself once again because i am too lazy. awesome » Continue Reading

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Entry #82

Category: Life

Today is going well. Friend texted me to ask if I wanted to work with him on this video game in development. Not allowed to say much since I have to sign a NDA soon, but I talked to one of the developers about getting set up and I'm about to be set up with the main producer to sign the NDA and get more information about the game and my position. Everyone is like, grown though besides my friend so ... » Continue Reading

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Entry #81

Category: Life

im constantly tired. made about 20-30 bucks within this week though from cleaning as much as i could. still need to clean more, wish i just had a fucking vacuum. everything in my house is so fucking disgusting i just want to get rid of everything. we have so much junk that no one wants to get rid of. my grandma is gonna have a garage sale soon, so im gonna sneak things from my house and take it ov... » Continue Reading

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Entry #80

Category: Religion and Philosophy

i saw this video come up on my fyp on tiktok last night being like "glad im a hellenic polytheist so i dont have to worry about the gods watching me when i jerk off" and i left a comment being like "yeah i use it as a devotional act for dionysus" which is true sometimes aphrodite as well. then i get a few smooth brain replies being like "erm, thats not!" like shut the fuck up bro who the fuck actu... » Continue Reading

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Entry #79

Category: Life

i love pulling my hair out. not like big chunks, but like my neck hair. i cant stop just twisting them and then ripping them out. it feels good for some reason. i usually do it when i wear a ponytail and cant get all of my hair in it. it hurts a bit but then i just keep doing it and i cant stop. i dont know if thats normal, probably not, but i just wanted to talk about it. my neck feels so sore an... » Continue Reading

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Entry #78

Category: Life

yesterday was nice. i got to go to the dollar tree with my family and get a bunch of snacks and drinks, and then we pirated the minecraft movie to watch together. the movie lowkey fucking sucked im gonna be real but it sucked in like the best way possible. like it was so bad and corny that i enjoyed it. we're gonna make dyed devilled eggs for easter, which is cool. im getting this boy more into fu... » Continue Reading

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