"for so long I've been nothing but a scope behind a rifle..."
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Category: Life
i dont really know what im here for this time. i feel like i have so much to say yet not enough consciousness to know what to say or how to say it. my life feels like its at an awkward stage right now. having fun, revisiting old things i used to love, my heart being warmed up again by him, it all just feels so nice and calm, but it feels like something is off. like something is bound to happen and... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
going 2 the dentist today, soo excited. i am probably gonna get a root canal or just a bunch of fillings this time, so happy yeyyy!!1! i straightened my hair today and it looks so fried i luv it so much, i found these random gucci pants in my closet but my family is like middle class so i definitely think theyre fake but likeee... theyre lowkey still fire so im gunna wear them with my evangelion s... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
finally got my laptop fixed LFG. waited an entire month bro i was gonna lose it. got my worthless laptop out of a bitlocker and then the audio still didnt work which was the problem in the first place, then it was the speakers themselves that blew out so i had to trade it in. at least it wuz freeeee... got some red hair dye yesterday, hopefully it turns out well? idk, i dont mind if it doesnt sinc... » Continue Reading
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Category: Religion and Philosophy
hai, been wanting to talk about this all day but ive been putting it off thinking it wasnt worth talking about, but i just cant stop thinking about it. i think roughly 2 days ago, i was returning into my Hypnos research for some reason, i dont remember what triggered it. i had been doing research all day, getting excited about it. now, I am an Apollo devotee, and from what ive seen he gets SO fuck... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
ah yes, my favorite number. anyway, ive been alright recently. i mean i get really pissed off here and there, but nothing necessarily ruining my entire life. besides the whole laptop thing. i still dont really know what to do with it since i really dont want to take it to get fixed because im really anxious, but i really miss my laptop,,, so i still have to decide soon. im trying to clean up my ro... » Continue Reading
Category: Religion and Philosophy
Prayer to Phoebus Apollon by screeching 0wl (of course) Apollo, shining son of great Zeus and blessed Leto, twin to Artemins, Bright-faced god, ever present, ever distant, We greet you with reverence and awe. Clear-eyed Apollo, far-seeing one, sharp-sighted archer, always true of aim, true of vision, true of perception, Constant guide of poets and musicians, of those who seek beauty, of its creati... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
i swear to fucking god if another person fucking pisses me the fuck off im gonna fucking cut myself deep and use my blood in a ritual to fucking damn them to the deepest pits of hell i swear to fucking god im gonna lose my god damn mind » Continue Reading
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Category: Web, HTML, Tech
hi, so sorry for not being active, there is a reason why. a while ago, maybe a week or so, i noticed my audio was completely broken on my laptop. i went through every troubleshoot known to man, and realized it was telling me that i need to update my audio drivers. i try, but they are already up to date. so, i go to my mom and ask her to install new audio drivers, i bet you can already see where th... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
well. i lowkey took 6 edible gummies like a day ago. got greened out. worst experience of my worthless life. everything in my room smells like vomit, i have to wash my bedsheets, couldnt eat anything without throwing it up for a while, couldnt even stand properly. had to go to five below and wendys yesterday and it literally felt like a dream and i barely even remember it. i just remember being so... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
you ever just look at someone and hate them so fucking bad that you want to take a gun and blow your brains out in front of them so they get permanently traumatized » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
losing interest in anything now. dont enjoy funger as much as i used to, dont enjoy omori, dont enjoy yttd, dont enjoy anything. nothing fuels me. no joy is brought to my life with anything. i just want to lay down and do nothing. i hate my life and everything around me. mmmm................. i dont know, maybe i should just get back into something i used to like. i am just talking about nonsense.... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
broke up with boyfriend over some stuff im not gonna talk about. i dont really want to think about it. i feel really bad about it because i really do love him. i dont think we ended off bad, but he wont talk to me. hasnt talked to me since. hes been hanging out with our other friend instead. im just hanging out with my two friends trying to distract myself from everything, but its like no matter w... » Continue Reading
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