"Listening to the whispers"
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Category: Life
My friend thought I killed myself. I can’t see them anymore. I keep hearing whispers. They are getting louder. Every night I feel a presence getting closer to me. It once knocked over some books. Everybody thinks that I am an arsonist. I’ve lost almost all of my friends. It also feels like the ones I have don’t like me that much. My grades are deteriorating. My parents have pretty much given up on... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
I'm not sure if I should open up to everyone about deadnaming me and stuff. They would probably freak out and would aknowlage (I was never good at spelling) it one and then just go back to deadnaming and misgendering me = [ » Continue Reading
Category: Life
I can't stop questioning my orientation. It keeps going between Men! and Girls are fine but mostly men. and No. » Continue Reading
Category: Life
Was feeling fem today. Heard my mom say to my sister "you're my favorite girl in the whole world" ... Why am I still mad about it? Its not like she knows wtf is going on with me. Why does it make me feel unwanted? » Continue Reading
Category: Dreams and the Supernatural
(Before i start ranting I had no f#cking clue what to put the category as and it won’t let me post this without one) So anyway… Something weird about our system is when we’re not fronting, we can still sort of see each other. Idk how to put it. Try visualizing yourself running around the room your in. It’s like that but we don’t have to try to imagine it it just happens. So we’ve been seeing one o... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
We had this assembly thingy at school. Everyone was there. I took two steps in and got a sensory overload. 3 started fronting, asked to leave and swung this random lanyard that we had around. Today has been awful. » Continue Reading
Category: Romance and Relationships
A couple months ago we broke up with this girl. Now she’s complaining to her counselor that we don’t talk to her. We had a convo with her today and we were forced to be friends with her again. The entirety of Dexter is falling apart. Dex is smashing his head against the wall. Sal is happy about this whole ordeal. Petra is having a mental breakdown and I (aka 3) personally hate her and want to rip ... » Continue Reading
Category: School, College, University
School has me so fvcking burnt out rn. My parents think its video games are the problem. Sooo naturally you take away all of my games until I get my grades up. This makes me even more burnt out. I want to die. » Continue Reading
Category: Life
My mom thinks I’m acting like this to get out of school. This is not a joke. » Continue Reading
Category: Life
I am so fucking done with life. Nobody understands why this is happening to me. (Either that or they don’t care.) I’ve been yelled at for everything I do and they are getting louder. I just lost a friend and i don’t have the motivation to do anything. I’d rather lay down and watch my grades rot then go to this h3llsc4p3 of a “learning environment” we call school. » Continue Reading
Category: Life
This is pretty much the emo kid but a gir- wait. I haven’t told u about any of them have I. Alright, *inhale* There is an emo kid who wants me to shut down and not to anything. There is a maniac who wants me to murder all of my friends and teachers. There is a dude who is afraid of everything. There is a younger version of me who is all sunshine and rainbows. There is one that is just kind of ther... » Continue Reading
Category: Blogging
🌸 full name: Dexter (not saying last name lol) » Continue Reading
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