I’m terrified

(Before i start ranting I had no f#cking clue what to put the category as and it won’t let me post this without one) So anyway… Something weird about our system is when we’re not fronting, we can still sort of see each other. Idk how to put it. Try visualizing yourself running around the room your in. It’s like that but we don’t have to try to imagine it it just happens. So we’ve been seeing one of our old alters pop up around. Whenever we look at him for a second he disappears into the shadows or ducks behind a building or something. Petra told me something creepy today. 2 days ago we had a meeting with our counselor at 9am and we totally forgot about it. But then, he showed up and tapped his wrist at Petra before ducking behind a tree branch. Petra didn’t think of it until fifteen minutes later and it was 9:15. Why did he remind us? A couple of months ago he could somehow pull Petra out of the mindscape and he talked to her. And now when Petra is fronting, he makes little gestures like waving or drawing his finger around his neck before disappearing. I’m more scared than Sal, surprisingly.