Can I just skip to the ending

I cannot believe I just cried about something that literally doesn't matter now. This is a sign I just need to get my work done next time and stop digging so deep into the past. At the same time I am so glad I did. I needed to purge whatever wrong think I had in my head about him. I have to remember I have been and can still be retarded. 

I don't wish for a second chance but if it was my first chance, I would have told you how much I liked you. Next time.