silk-chan & tsunami's history

Awww, you're not going to believe this! >_< So, there's this guy that I've known since we were little kids, and we'll call him Tsunami :P

When we were younger, I actually had a tiny crush on him, but he had some anger management issues, so I ended up being attracted to his friend instead. And get this, that friend totally friendzoned me when I was like 9! Can you believe it? :0

Anyway, fast forward to year 7, and Tsunami was kind of rude to me. He even used to call me a seagull because I wanted to eat his hot chips! But then, in year 7-8, he started making fun of me and teasing me. I have no idea why he developed this animosity towards me, but it was so frustrating! -_-

And now, get this, he's in my business and math class, and I can't help but feel attracted to him all over again! :3 He's just so beautiful, with his glasses and that adorable neck scarf he wears. I keep staring at him, and when I feel his eyes on me, I get all scared because I don't know what he's thinking :(

I think it might be because I've been feeling a bit down lately, and this crush is my way of coping. But maybe there's more to it than that, you know? I mean, we were kind of friends when we were little, and there was always this connection, even with his anger issues.. 0_0

Anyway, I'm just going to keep enjoying the view and see where this goes. Who knows, maybe Tsunami and I can rekindle our friendship? Doubt it though.. >-<