Hey all, how's you're morning going? I hope all is well. Things are going smoothly on my end. I started my medication last week, and had my first therapy session. I like it, I feel relieved when I leave. The medication is helping, I think. It's not a high dose so I'm not getting the full blown "magic" but I honestly feel like I have a bit more control over myself. I am far from "cured" and am lear... » Continue Reading
I'm sitting here, wishing to die. It may sound extreme to you but this is an almost every day occurrence for me. Every cell in my body wants this to be over. I've suffered with this for as long as I can remember. There will be no death for me, though. I will forcibly stay alive solely for the sake of my son. I have a soon to be six year old who needs a momma. I don't even feel like I'm a good mom ... » Continue Reading
Borderline Personality Disorder (BPD). That's my monster's name. I'm not surprised, I knew that this was most likely to be my diagnosis bedford I even made my appointment. To hear it though...hearing it makes me cry. It's 8:41pm right now, I found out before noon, and I'm crying. I cried talking to the counselor and I'm crying now. I start a medication regimen soon. I go to a psychiatric nurse pra... » Continue Reading
So, I know I said I was going to write the next day... That was an exaggeration, to say the least. I, currently, am incapable of being able to just keep to my schedule. My depression has gotten worse so it's gotten harder to motivate myself to do anything. At least I'm still brushing my teeth, eh? For those of you who are not aware of depression, yes, sometimes it gets so bad people don't even bru... » Continue Reading
Who all has the winter blues?!? Show of hands? Right, so now, who all already suffered from depression prior to this pandemic? 🖐🏻🖐🏻🖐🏻🖐🏻 According to my half-assed previous physician, I suffer from anxiety and manic bipolar disorder. I happen to think I have borderline personality disorder but honestly, they both suck. I've been struggling to manage my symptoms with literally no medicine because, f... » Continue Reading
Hey, thanks for clicking. Honestly, when I first made this profile, it was for nostalgia. Now I think it'll turn into a blog. Why not, eh? If we're going to do the time warp here and go back to MySpace then we might as well become super famous bloggers 😂😂🤣🤣. Let me introduce myself, I'm Corey, and I'm here on this floating rock being a mom. I'm also a cake decorator (or I was one pre-pandemic). My... » Continue Reading