my life is a party like i drowning deep in a sea of LSD. what makes my body holy and me holy is my thoughts, my scars and my bipolar. No one sees. No one wants tho. its like a roller coaster i bet. You don't know what it feels like to have your feelings on the fringes if you're not like me. Shopping like a maniac, dancing all day, thinking that you are the only god, being furious everybody even yo... » Continue Reading
Psikologlara gittim, İlaç aldım, kendimi bitirmek istedim "kafanda kuruyorsun" dediler yolladılar kendimi bir fanusa kitledim hasar almamak için "hayalim yok" dedim ciddiye almadılar onların etiketlerine uydum ama "onlar" olmadım Onlar için gemi bendim, yelken bendim, yük bendim Doğa ananın sesini dinledim hayvanların, çiçeklerin, ağaçların, denizin, dağların Insanlar tıpkı yabani bir ot gibi » Continue Reading
The feeling of growing up is very strange. My childhood seems neither near nor far, but I'm trying to reach it and reclaim the times stolen from me... I still have toys, legos and "sakız sardunya" in my library.... My parents were very young and ignorant I guess I don't know but half of my childhood is theirs wasted their fights and came back as trauma. But like now, no one comes to me and says, "... » Continue Reading
whereas I love the light; I used to like it before. Now I want the night to embrace me. There must be a pit, I must stay in the pit. Maybe my pit is being dug now. » Continue Reading