"hungover"
25, despairing, longing for better days. California
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Category: Jobs, Work, Careers
Got my first job that I actually like this year. Crazy cause I'm 25 and I've been working since I was 16. I'm like excited to go into work on monday mornings. I still dread my commute obv but I'm like "i wonder what my coworkers got up to this weekend" "I wonder what strange funny things my students will say today" The stressful parts are fulfilling even. Like I learn things about myself and other... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
I've adopted a bohemian lifestyle and I think its finally taking hold. I start each morning with a coffee and an herbal cigarrette, I lounge about my home and chainsmoke with friends at parties. I'm a participant in my community and I couldn't be happier » Continue Reading
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Category: Games
Been staying up till 3 every night playing fallout with my wife and it makes me so happy » Continue Reading
Category: Life
Been fighting with my brother since last year and god its so painful. We're finally talking more openly which is good but it hurts like hell. Our dad kind of tricked us into thinking we had to make up for his birthday (he cancelled the party the next day) but we decided to talk anyways. Lots of essays so far I'm hoping we can get things down to a smaller word count by next week. Feels good feels l... » Continue Reading
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Category: Friends
I spoke with my friends last night about the deep sense of apathy that I feel towards strangers. I am afraid of them and take no interest in their inner lives. I have this awful internal need for others to prove to me that they are worthy of my attention. Its not something that I like about myself but I think it is part of me. It was funny because this week I told both of my therapists that I was... » Continue Reading
Category: Games
Broke my 100 hrs fallout 4 save yesterday by overmodding. What the game plan do I try and save it or start fresh? Gonna get a new pc in a few weeks because I want to replay/mod cyberpunk but In the meantime is it worth troubleshooting? It was so interesting because I could feel myself getting bored and felt the urge to start a new character. Instead of just doing that I kept adding more and more m... » Continue Reading
Category: Writing and Poetry
It stays cold in the shade My hands shake My aim not so steady any longer My face not so fat and chubby I start to see the lines around my eyes And on my forehead The shape of young plants News of spring and summer heat The whistle The sting The nitrous The meat of life in excess The fats and half chubs That I still hide when my body betrays my thoughts The light makes my heart grow stronge » Continue Reading
Category: Music
Why does the government hate clowns and rap music and partying? Why are the insanw clown posse considered terrorists?? » Continue Reading
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