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so for my Culinary Essentials class i had to do lab makeups, so all I had to do was make something so I chose to make carrot cake. Well, I left my grandma’s house to go give some to my dad, step mom, and sister but while I was gone my dog, Toby, ATE HALF OF OUR HALF OF THE CARROT CAKE. I was so fucking pissed when I got back to grandma’s…I’ve calmed down now and now it’s just funny cause I can say... » Continue Reading
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Day 1 so apparently there was a school shooting threat to my school and the middle school next to it, and so there’s literally 40+ students being pulled from school to go home and so I text my dad cause I’m actually shaking hoping I’d get to home cause I don’t feel like dying today and my dad I don’t think believed me cause he had to check the email that was sent to all parents about the threat an... » Continue Reading
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so I have like 4-5 missing assignments and I got to get them all turned in before I get home today and if I don’t there’s “hell to pay” as my dad said to me, and I am so fucking scared I’m trying not to shake, my heart is beating irregularly, and my hands and legs are very weak because of how fucking terrified and shaky I am #I-love-trauma-responses (/sarcasm) It’s worse that my dad couldn’t even ... » Continue Reading
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OH MY FUCKING GOD 🤯 so the bathroom door in the library wasn’t closed like it was cracked open so I figured no one is in there BUT THERE WAS SOMEONE IN THERE he said “im in here sorry” AND I SAID “oh shit sorry” and closed the door making sure it was fully closed AND RAN OUT OF THE LIBRARY (well more like speed walked out but anyways) I am…kms (/nsrs) I am so embarrassed but he must be even more... » Continue Reading
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Ok so my bestie and I planned to move in together, and didn’t include tomato and my bestie ended up mentioning how he wants to go to KU & live in an apartment with me to help with rent and cause we are best friends in front of tomato and tomato ended up asking aaron (my bestie) only if he could live with us too, so aaron told him that all 3 of us need to talk about it together and tomato did not t... » Continue Reading
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OMG OK SO I FORGOT TO BLOG THIS BUT- when I was going to class 2 girls walked by me and one barked at me and pretended to go attack me and the other was like “hey no we don’t bark at people” and I ignored them but as I was walking off I heard them both laughing about it » Continue Reading
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So I tore off my broken screen protector cause I was bored and off my ADHD meds rn so I was just really destructive and didn’t think about the consequences well now I’m worried I’m going to drop my phone before I get my new phone and I’ll be without a phone for a while, I’m literally so dumb. Hate hate hate. Only pro to this is my phone looks new » Continue Reading
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SO MY BEST FRIEND (AARON) AND I WERE VC’ING SINCE 9:36 AM YESTERDAY AND HAVE BEEN VC’ING UP UNTIL TODAY AT 8:59 AM » Continue Reading
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context to what I’m referring to // so I went to class and that “friend” I had completely ignored me which I’m so glad for I was genuinely nervous she’d like try to hate crime me or something idk but omd I’m so glad no drama or anything happened » Continue Reading
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TRIGGER WARNING !!! mentions zoophilia, & suicidal ideation ranting again hi blog. So, I was petting the dog, Johnny, and he’s a sweet little boy, and suddenly dad poked my side with a pen and said “sit up and stop molesting the dog” and idk if I got visibly upset or not, I tried to hide my discomfort and how disgusting and upset I felt, but idk if I hid it too well cause I went into verbal shutdo... » Continue Reading
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so I had this “friend” in 3rd hour and she kept misgendering me and she’d misgender and deadname other trans people while knowing their name and pronouns they go by and it overall seemed like she didn’t put in any effort to not be transphobic cause I’d correct her and she’d only say sorry if she misgendered me then she wouldn’t correct herself and go on to misgender me seconds after, or she’s just... » Continue Reading
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so I ranted to my gma abt how these middle schoolers were making fun of me cause I’m visibly trans 🏳️⚧️ and I’m socially transitioned. Well, gma decided to blame me for that and said there’s no one else to blame but me and said how I shouldn’t have told anyone and I should’ve just kept it to myself and how boys don’t know any better cause they’re boys, and boys will be boys and and they can’t acc... » Continue Reading
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