hell to pay

so I have like 4-5 missing assignments and I got to get them all turned in before I get home today and if I don’t there’s “hell to pay” as my dad said to me, and I am so fucking scared I’m trying not to shake, my heart is beating irregularly, and my hands and legs are very weak because of how fucking terrified and shaky I am

#I-love-trauma-responses (/sarcasm)

It’s worse that my dad couldn’t even be nice to me when he first called me in the morning he had to be mean and yell at me so yeah it’s not helping how fucking scared I am and I’m so fucking scared I can barely do my homework I’m like in the freeze part of flight fight freeze fawn response