the first time i ever did drugs i was 15 years old in a hotel room with my college aged boyfriend (you havent experienced teenagehood as a woman unless youre groomed by some total shitbag) he was also present the first time i ever got drunk, i drank my body weight in vodka mixed drinks, sobbed on the floor about him cheating on me and threw up all over his living room (lol) and his mom had to c... » Continue Reading
i fucking LOVE cowboy bebop i could literally write an entire manifesto on why i liked the show (THE ORIGINAL ANIMATION NOT THE GARBAGE FIRE LIVE ACTION THAT NETFLIX CAME OUT WITH) but i am going to convince you to watch the show for three reasons reason number one on why you should watch cowboy bebop is bc the soundtrack. i mean who isnt a fan of some good JAZZ. I fucking LOVE jazz. but if jazz... » Continue Reading
let me tell you about this insane dream i had like two years ago- it was around summer 2020 i believe i had this incredibly vivid and lucid dream, i was drinking a ton of mugwort & kava tea around this time.. and i think that may have had something to do with it. anyways! So in my dream i was living where i live now- except off the shore from one of the beaches here (if you could swim out far en... » Continue Reading
I miss ryan sooo much every day... cant believe he left he here :'( to go party with rich old men in new york.. good for him i was thinking of starting my own little station and streaming songs i really like- i mean i spend literally hours curating playlists and looking for stuff so why not right? the only thing holding me back from doing it is having to actually maintain it- i also doubt ill be... » Continue Reading