my thoughts and feelings :^)

good for him

i was thinking of starting my own little station and streaming songs i really like- i mean i spend literally hours curating playlists and looking for stuff so why not right? the only thing holding me back from doing it is having to actually maintain it- i also doubt ill be able to run anything of quality with this shitbox laptop (that i love) 

i finished almost all of the books i have and im dreading making a trip to the ONLY bookstore we have here because last time i went the only things they had were smut & cookbooks... 

i mean technically i could pay a visit to the thrift shop but their book shelf consists of like 5 books on a tiny little shelf, half of which are the bible.

amazon rarely ships anything here its so fucking frustrating!!!!!!!

ive been listening to so much fiona apple lately who knew fiona was a fan of fiona right? im going insane

i think its so nice that martha always likes my song recommendations and listened to all the stuff i sent her.. its so nice. we arent nearly as close as we used to be but i still love her as much as i did then and she will always be one of the best best friends ive ever had. gots it?

i went throough some of the photos i took for my (i thinnk) 17th birthday? whichever birthday richelle brought a dslr camera to and i got to take a bunch of cool artsy pictures of everyone. the last time i think i saw andy before he decided to move to korea out of nowhere and block everyone here on social media--

honestly not even mad at him considering i sort of did the same thing lol

annnyyywaysss...

everyone is getting so old now :( including me!!

im like geriatric!!