Hi Ya'll! I am back and have much to say. I will write in numerical order: 1. I did a very big thing! I recently had been getting certain flashbacks from my past and had written a letter about that past. I was thinking of burning it but I ended up sending it to the very thing that hurt me. I WAS SO SCARED! What would happen to me? Would they not care? My head was in a spiral. It was not an easy de... » Continue Reading
Currently, from my last blog post I have just been trying to keep up with improving myself. It is not easy to say the least, but I should not be surprised as many adults have told this to me that life is not easy. I have been thinking about my existence in this world and what that means. OH boy I think we are getting a bit philosophical here LOL ;). The question of why do humans continue to keep g... » Continue Reading
Hey! How are ya'll doing! So many exclamation points. LOL. Anyway, lets get to it. So much has happened these last two weeks so I will try my best to this in chronological order: 1. I think I may have had a quiet mental breakdown. If that even is a thing. It was so hard and I had to go through all alone. I am so proud of making that breakthrough myself, but DAMN it mad » Continue Reading
I could've chosen to be lazy, but I wanted to make this blog post... NO WAY!! It was on my mind and I almost did it. I almost made a post, but my laziness got the best of me. However, I wrote this goal down on my calendar and I am going to commit to this. Anyway, here is a recap of the last two weeks: 1. For the first time I had felt weird about being ghosted (still a bit confused at the situation... » Continue Reading
Hi everyone! I have been through it, but haven't we all? I have been dealing with anger issues, and many things are coming to light through that darkness. I was imperfect and had to hold myself accountable for my actions. However, I discovered this recently while watching Trisha Paytas on YouTube: how long do you have to apologize for your past wrongdoings? I have also discovered that in diving in... » Continue Reading
Hey ya'll! So it has been a while since I made my last blog, but I want to make it my goal to be more consistent here. So here is a quick recap of what has happened the last couple of week: 1. LOTS OF THERAPY (coming to with some trauma and anger management) 2. Really trying to be in the present as winter is now gone and the sun is out. As they say on TIKTOK "I want a » Continue Reading
Wednesday, March 8th 2023 TODAY I MUST PAT MYSELF ON THE BACK! Ever since C*VID happened it had been so easy for me to become a shut in, home body, lazy bum or whatever. However, this 2023 year I had made a promise to myself that I would go my but outside more often. Guess what...I am doing that ahhh! Dude, you have no idea how happy I am to even go to school. This week I went to dance class on We... » Continue Reading
Hey yall! I just got this account and am taking baby steps to make my page look SUPER COOL! Anyway, I want to make it a habit that I post on this blog. I will put a reminder on my calendar so I do not forget. Hmmm...should I post everyday, every other day, maybe I will start with doing it on Thursday's. Yah! Let's go with that ya'll. Every Thursday's!! » Continue Reading