The beginning of something new

Hi Ya'll!

I am back and have much to say. I will write in numerical order:

1. I did a very big thing! I recently had been getting certain flashbacks from my past and had written a letter about that past. I was thinking of burning it but I ended up sending it to the very thing that hurt me. I WAS SO SCARED! What would happen to me? Would they not care? My head was in a spiral. It was not an easy decision to make all on my OWN. I did it though! I made sure that I was respectful but also honest as the trauma that was caused onto me was NOT GOOD! I have to be my own cheerleader! If I am all that I got, I HAVE to say I GOT THIS to me!! Make me cry but in a "hey I am here for me" kind of way.

2. I think it can be so easy to complain about the city you live in when you feel like their is nothing going on. However, with my particular city SO MANY THINGS ARE HAPPENING! It makes me feel alive, aware, and present. I am so excited for what is to come this summer. I am so excited!

Things I would like to focus on this summer:

Volunteering, dancing/singing, clubbing, writing, attending local events, listening to new music, reading books, watching more tv and eating new food

3. I want to become more present and disciplined with my social media. In doing so I have started to create a social media planner.

 Things I would like to focus on: Tiktok and threads and instragram

I super excited for what I am to accomplish this summer! 2023 is already in its 7th month! WE CAN DO THIS!

Thank you for taking the time to reading this blog. I appreciate ya'll.