What's goin' on with ya'll...I'll start!

Currently, from my last blog post I have just been trying to keep up with improving myself. It is not easy to say the least, but I should not be surprised as many adults have told this to me that life is not easy.

I have been thinking about my existence in this world and what that means. OH boy I think we are getting a bit philosophical here LOL ;).

The question of why do humans continue to keep going despite the deep pain they face. Why keep going?

It is interesting as I have hit rock bottom multiple times and in those times of darkness, the light has shown up usually in the end of those dark periods. I think what makes life hard is not the darkness or the awareness of what I am going through, but more so the sitting with that by myself and not having a support system. I realize how important having that support system is for you to grow as a HUMAN BEING. I mean how many of ya'll have ever wondered why you have to go at this thing called life COMPLETELY alone, because yes while it is important to deal with your loneliness and alone-ness by yourself YOU ARE HUMAN NOT A ROBOT! Here is the kicker that goes a little deeper it is easy to make friends but to have ones that SEE, HEAR and UNDERSTAND you has become very valuable to me these days that can be tricky to get.

I am going to try to put myself out their again and also try this app called BUMBLE friend. Maybe it will go well?? LOL

I truly am grateful for being able to make peace with being along and dealing with my loneliness and I am still going through that journey. As the "JOURNEY IS THE DESTINATION, NOT THE DESTINATION ITSELF". However, I will say that it is a privilege to have that support system. When you got one DON'T LET THAT GO!

Thank ya'll for taking the time on reading this blog.

Have a wonderful day/night!