"probably suffering"
20, I hate waking up
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Since last Christmas, I've lost so much. I've lost most of my friends, the little spark of hope, any spiritual belief as little as hope or faith. Since last Christmas, I've accepted that I'm not a likable person to befriend. I've let my friends down my building walls to secure my mind not being considerate for being there for them as well. I've lost the bond I had with my mother, maybe it being th... » Continue Reading
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I should stop being so shallow to myself, I shouldnt worry about presenting myself as much as I do » Continue Reading
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I've come to terms with the pain. Whether it is fate, punishment, control or just maybe I suck at life. I accept that I'm not special, destined, or deserving. I can't burden myself or anyone else any longer. I used to believe everything happens for a reason. Was I just being Naive or Ignorant? Am I taught this only to hang around enduring more suffering? But it's fine as long as I'm "still here". ... » Continue Reading
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Guys I cant go out on New Years Eve anymore :( might just buy drugs » Continue Reading
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I REALLY WANT TO GET THIS OUT THERE When I am gone, be happy i finally have peace, know im in peace, its all i ever wanted. » Continue Reading
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I often feel sad, before I let myself feel sorry for myself, I tell myself "no, I'm not worthy". Take a deep breath. I'm back to it. I don't deserve happiness, i have to appreciate anything because i dont deserve anything. » Continue Reading
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I really feel myself ending, hanging from the rope of eternal peace » Continue Reading
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While the rest of you are pursuing college, careers, families. I'm not looking for any of that... I'm looking for escape. » Continue Reading
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Waking up is disappointing. Eating brings me shame. Speaking feels wrong. I hate Romance, Snapchat, Books, School, Grammar, Technology, Religion, Rhightchousness, Morals, Static, Astrology, Roadtrips, Bathtubs, Deserts, Cafes, Restaurants, Parties, Fried food, Small talk, Greetings. » Continue Reading
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Is the universe laughing at me? Am I comedy? or an experiment? entertainment? Can anything happen for me in this time of desperation? I feel so lost. My options have run out, and I don't know what else to do. Growing up I used hope as a shield from leaving this world. I put myself in a third-person Point of view of my favorite fictional characters I related to, telling myself "why would you thin... » Continue Reading
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