The realization will hit me in a few days from now but what happened today, all I can say is DAMN. She's such an amazing woman I'm going to burst. She came over with my comfort foods; this woman spoils me too much. She doesn't even have to but did it anyway. We also connected with each other by having deep talks and I was able to share my personal troubles in life which is what I needed the most. ... » Continue Reading
I'm sick and tired of explaining to people. How they view me is no longer my business but screw everyone who judges others based on who they are becoming. I think it should be more of a concern on people's end that they aren't changing when they should be because change is surprise! INEVITABLE! I'm not mad but I am simply putting an emphasis since situations like these are getting so unnecessary a... » Continue Reading
Ever since that day, life has been such a joy to me. Everything is a learning experience in this kind of industry and she's always been there to make it less scarier for me. I appreciate her so much it but for also a lot of things. I thought about how odd the situation is to click with someone in just a month and a few weeks of knowing each other but reminded myself that if you really understand e... » Continue Reading
It's not that I'm confused. I know it's always been there since elementary school. It's just hard to acknowledge it due to religious beliefs and upbringing. Don't hate me for this. I believe that love is love and find it unfair as to why people are being hated or punished in a way for simply choosing someone who treats them way better than anyone else and is actually good for them? I have to accep... » Continue Reading
I've been thinking about it for a while ever since I busted both my hands from working because what we have to do at that time is to type and type. There's not much of a problem there but the consequences of that reached me earlier than I expect. To be honest, I don't really need to work. I just tried it out for the sake of experience but I don't really need it because I want to finish my studies.... » Continue Reading
Omg I'm at the mall right now with mom and grandma and they're thrifting. I'm a fan of thrifting myself 'cause I grew up with mom going to thrift stores. I'm so happy that I still grew with it. It saves a lot of money and it's simply because I don't really support fast fashion. Sure, the convenience is there but it's not really good for the environment. Thrifting is better. I can also get to pick ... » Continue Reading
Yesterday was super fun! They visited me here and we enjoyed every moment together. I'm missing them already and I hope I'll be able to spend more time with them. They're the only ones that I trust at work so they're more than colleagues to me. I care about them so much and I want to craft something for them that they can use daily. It's not going to be good for my hands if I overwork them so I'll... » Continue Reading
I think it's the side effects of the pills but I think I'll be fine. Something happened and I don't know if I have the guts to go to work at this point. I am thinking of resigning and just rot at home as I continue to finish my studies. It doesn't seem like a bad idea but in reality, it actually is. I'll be isolated once again and that is something that I no longer want to go through. I've been al... » Continue Reading
It will be a miracle to go back to production all healed up but what I'm dreading about is the possibility that I might be switched to a different skill. I don't really like the fact that they can change our skills anytime but it's not that we're being forced to. Still, I'd rather not be switched to a different skill. I'm uncomfortable with the thought of it because I don't like socializing or hea... » Continue Reading
My friends might come over a few days from now and I'm excited to see them again! They're also my colleagues. That being said, I'm going to clean my room once I wake up from my nap because it needs a lot of arranging to do. I have way too many Kuromi plushies that I have to arrange accordingly. I'm not quite sure when would be the best time for them to visit me since I have to go back to my ortho ... » Continue Reading
I'm just happy that I was able to go out with grandma yesterday. I treated her lots but I feel like it's still not enough 2333. She and I had lots of fun though and I was able to buy more clothes for the two of us which is really neat! I also got my sister a big My Melody plushie to match my Kuromi one and she loved it! I bought a few makeup items for me, grandma, and my sister. I guess shopping i... » Continue Reading