So i've really been doing my best since my last post, 11 months ago. I steadily go to therapy and take my meds now so everythting is coming up millhouse for me ! The only proble i have is my living situations. my roomates can be FUCKING ASSHOLES sometimes... but i still love them lol » Continue Reading
How nice it would be to have one XD Ever since I moved from my childhood home, my life has been in shambles. I think about it constantly because I felt safe in my room locked away from the outside world. I have no safe space anymore. I can try to have a temporary one but nothing can compare to having my OWN room with my favorite things in the world surrounding me. I truly miss the simplicity of co... » Continue Reading
Boy oh boy do I enjoy being a normal and law abiding citizen. It feels great to wake up in the morning, go to work and then head home. I also enjoy eating, sleeping and spending time with the family. My favorite pass-time is using the bathroom. So many activities can be accomplished in that room. If you relate let me know in the comments, friends. » Continue Reading
SO I have pet chihuahua/weiener dog mix and her name is Honey Boo Boo. Super adorable, right? WRONG! This muthafuckin dog be shitten' yo! One time my mom actually slipped in the dog shit and smeared it and hurt herself. I was so mad at that damn dog. She just pisses and shits where she pleases and somet » Continue Reading
Well, I finally did it. I set up my first therapist appointment. I had this stigma against therapy because I didn't have a good experience last time I tried it out. This time, I'm hoping it really will make a difference in my life. I'm tired of feeling depressed and doing things I don't want to anymore. The only person who can help myself is me so that's what I'm going to do now. I never really va... » Continue Reading
So it's the Holiday Season, yippe. Except I don't feel like Christmas Vibes at all! Is it just me on this one? There was rarely any music playing or advertisements, so strange. Because the big corps like to profit off x-mas i'd think they would try a bit harder. Oh well, more presents for me If im a good boy » Continue Reading
I've really been messing around with Perler Beads a lot. I got a set from ikea for about 7.99 everything in total. That means like 5,000 beads and some boards and parchment paper. Me & My bestie have been making them non-stop! It's so fun to create characters or just follow someone's art grid. I totally recommend trying this out. :) » Continue Reading
Have you ever had a best friend who is always there for you? I have a friend/son named Lincoln Alfredo M***** . Yes, his middle name is after the popular sauce. He means a lot to me but recently he is being rebellious because he gained a little sister (Jellybean). I feel so bad but he knows he will always be my #1 Best Boy. Jelly is my little girl » Continue Reading
When I think of Naruto, I don't just think of a ramen loving fox boy. I think of someone who is always there for his friends, but also remember the lonely boy in his apartment wishing for something like that. He's also a great role model for kids and people like me who need someone to mold their life after. He teaches me to strive for greatness and never give up on myself. If I'm feeling low and w... » Continue Reading
Dude, if you've ever played minecraft then you can most likely agree that it's one of the best games invented. even though the creator is problematic lol. I have hours upon hours of playtime in this game and I'm STILL playing about 10 years later. I remember one summer I spent all my days playing on this survival world and not even going outside. Good times. » Continue Reading
I'm ticked off because I don't want to go to work tonight. They've been crappy to me and treating me badly so I'm like, frick youse guys I don't wanna go in and deal with your stuff. I deserve a day off... eh maybe I'll just go in anyways. Working the early shifts is the worst, I hate waking up at 3am :\ Oh well. Back to the ol' grind. » Continue Reading