WHAT I POST ABOUT I like to try and organize when i can, so this is my current organization method. ∆ I will try to do daily entry journals, with songs of the day! I wake up with a song playing in my head often, and if i do ill put them on the top of the entry just for funsies (it happens like all the fuckin time) Day entry journals will be » Continue Reading
Prolly not for long but im back to see if i fuck w spacehey vs spoony or huddle since vents dying. This is more of a long form journalling situation, im more conversational regarding posting shit so idk how much thisll stick. Ignore all my old posts i was goin thru somethin ok!!! Gee wizz fella I removed my profile layout cos i wanna change it but im too lazy to get in there so im n » Continue Reading
My whole body is in pain from anger i took a nap to try and help it but i woke up feelin psychotic i cant win. My mouth tastes bad and i cant move im so ???...???????????? Idk what to do . In general Stares at the wall Im never going to be satisfied tbh Im always going to endure existing Its stupid I want something that doesnt exist I dont know what i need Im tired » Continue Reading
No song today If there was one i forgot it I slept in my shed and it was rly nice. I felt safe and like my environment was clean and for me I wanna sleep in there more often, the only problem was that my couch » Continue Reading
Ive been soo sleepy recently I got a refill of medicine at least i had to skip a day or so and hallucinated rly bad sjcjjakf I feel more normal rn tho i did sleep all of yesterday tho I wanna draw but i have no energy for it so im probably just gna play gay little game until i can. I wanna do animations to songs of my characters so bad Or little cartoons. If i have to voice act my idiots i will go... » Continue Reading
Song of the day: "Tainted Love - Soft Cell" Baby gets to go to vet today for some more vaccines. Theyre gonna like her a lot she is sweet. Spoopy should go back soon too she keeps puking I gotta get my blood t » Continue Reading
Sui pills etc I got my little titty baby pupppy out here with me shes snuggled up on the couch. I came out here with the intentions to do art, but i cant do anything I cleaned a piece of wood to make a tiny pipe from via suggestion from a friend but its slightly damp and i dont really feel like doing it rn. I dont want to do anything but sleep until i die I was hoping o » Continue Reading
Went psycho n cut my hair off last night woo daddy At work mostly doing nothing but its 15$ an hr. I kinda hate it still When i get home im rolling up my rugs and throwing them onto the porch cos im sick of the fleas then imma spray the fuck out of the floor and shit I gotta dawn wash my cats and puppy i guess . The diatomaceous earth did jack shit but imma keep spreading it every » Continue Reading
Tw for neglect i guess and probably other stuff like suicidal ideation lol I live in literal hell and i wish i could blow mmybrains out all the fucking time tbh and nothing helps . I cant even help myself and i have no fucking support » Continue Reading
Waiting for my new phone to get here. I feel silly today It was cold inside so i came outside, i feel antsy anyways Got bored waiting so i dragged a lawn chair my gma found on the side of the road a few years back up next to my shed and put a gay little sun umbrella next to it to shield me from tha sun Just chillin fr i probably look so silly out here in my robe and jammies lyin on » Continue Reading
I feel like i am segmented into diff flavors and each flavor loses fuckin consciousness for a long time then is like oh yea Its not like did i dont think but i feel like im suddenly like Oh wow its been xx days Or oh wow its xxx and this is different Its rly hard to explain. Like ill lose a chunk of memory??? Idk ill forget lots of stuff. Ill write it down and look back and be like what the fuck.... » Continue Reading