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Moving into blogger

Category: Blogging

I've been a blogger here for a couple months now, and I always wanted to have my own blog-spot to share my thoughts and have a bigger picture of who I am; so I decided to go along with the idea and make my own blogspot, the link to it is right > here < (click on it and you'll be redirected to it).  I might post a thing or two here tho, maybe keep on talking the people who still comment on my stuff... » Continue Reading

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A happy resolution

Category: Blogging

The writer seems to have gotten better now. I’ve been blogging for longer than a month now, talking about hobbies and how I viewed the world around me and how it affected me; especially in the negative ways. But now, things seem to be resolving, I stopped thinking negatively, I’m not sure how but it really seems like things will work out for me again. This is a strange occurrence, I’m truly scared... » Continue Reading

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The last spark of a falling mind.

Category: Life

I encounter myself very near the edge, one more bad break and I’ll be done for. I wanna write again, and I’ll get back to it; I’ll be writing music as inspiration and motivation seem to be coming back after so long, I wanna pick up the guitar or notepad and put all my thoughts out again, I wanna feel alive again. I have come too far, I ran too much in this life and looking back I had an amazing ru... » Continue Reading

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Life appears to be empty

Category: Life

My life seems to be empty, every little ambition that I’ve held or still hold seems pointless. I don’t say this because we’re all gonna die or some existencial crisis bs; I’m saying this because I believe that life itself is empty. We are always looking for a point in life where we want peace, and most of that peace can be found in self-isolation, just staying in your house or in your room. There’... » Continue Reading

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Giving up, and positive resolutions

Category: Life

I’ve come too far and it might be becoming too much. I can’t put this feeling into words because it’s too complicated, I have waited too much for things to get better and I’m way too tired to ever think of keeping on. The weight that I carry every day and no one else seems to have it, the way I analyze life and how much it affects me, seeing myself sick everyday and the hopelessness of ever gettin... » Continue Reading

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Humiliation and feeling dysfunctional

Category: Blogging

I've been wanting to write about humiliation, but I never really had the words to it; that is until now, as I've been feeling left out by my own life and having to ask for people to give me the least I could expect from someone. All the time it always feels like there are just so many things going on, all around me, people living things and actually enjoying their lives - while I'm just there, doi... » Continue Reading

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Hope and the lack of it

Category: Blogging

I remember being a kid, a really hopeful and faithful kid, I'd wake up thinking that I would probably have a good day, I had such a bright spark and I had so many things to do and never complained, I was just the happiest kid growing up. Maybe it's just that I was a child, maybe it's just that I never actually thought about anything at all, maybe it's just the natural innocence of being unaware of... » Continue Reading

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The torment of the next morning

Category: Blogging

Every day is a new day, some people say; but I really don't believe that, every day has been feeling the exact same for a long time now. Every day I wake up at 5am because my parents are always watching something loud on the TV, I bed-rot until 6am when I have to get ready from school, I feel the discontent of acknowledging that I'm sick, I slowly get dressed and I'm always a little bit late. That... » Continue Reading

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Bad and depressive thoughts

Category: Life

Well, I said things were probably  gonna get better, but keep in mind I said probably. I worked two days at my new job, it was alright, I did everything well and I’m getting less shy at it, it was pretty fun and I quite like it. Health issues have been getting better thankfully, although there’s this one that keeps on making my life hell, but I’ll make it through. Despite all that, I still feel pr... » Continue Reading

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Things might get better

Category: Life

I usually vent on my posts, talk about the discontent I feel regarding my current life situation, or about photography and things I like; y’all might already be used to that, however I think things might get better now, I’ll tell you why… I’ve been dealing with some health issues recently, I don’t really talk about that because I think I should just deal with it myself; I’ve been getting better th... » Continue Reading

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I’m quite happy, but… (vent/rant)

Category: Life

I had a good day; really, I couldn’t complain about the day I had today because it was genuinely a pretty nice day!! Spent a lot of time with friends, family, and I just felt amazing when I had my evening coffee while looking out the door (silly tradition I’ve had for about an year now). But for some reason I’ve had a feeling that there’s some sadness that always wants to creep back up, and I have... » Continue Reading

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Venting, weird feelings

Category: Life

Sometimes I’m just not sure of what I’m feeling, it’s like I’m upset or like I’m feeling left out from something, and that I’m I’m a bit of a void that’s hard to come out of. Feeling this way is somewhat new, I mean I’ve felt depressed for a really long time and in several “densities”, but feeling like you don’t wanna do anything at all for no apparent reason is just really weird; maybe something ... » Continue Reading

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