class of 1999 i see you in a whisper (it’s embarrassing, because we’re not friends) and it’s all so scary out there but there are stars light pollution, windows open and i’ll wish that i was the one that made it i’m not ready to leave my friends behind can you hold my hand, class of 1999 (you will be alright) picture frames and perfect preferred take it from my hand, it’s better then cold » Continue Reading
me and you, setting in a honeymoon... i think a lot of the best and worst things in this world are unspoken of. intricacies nobody dares to admit. a secret, a secret of a secret, something completely transparent and yet. dissecting the matter doesn't do anything but complicate it beyond the means. may it be between you, or me, or the people we dream about... » Continue Reading
stethoscope can you hear me? would you change it all for another chance at this life? it is quiet over here. my words are drawn out and i can't figure out why. echoed through what i thought i once felt, i was promised doom and yet i found the opposite in the gaze. stethoscope tell me, is it quiet where you are too? where a sign of spring can signify another meeting? the narrative is flawed. we are... » Continue Reading
here and there moments pass i am in between states of our shared memories a glimpse of something more a dream a wish a look a future a silent agreement the descent isn’t that much longer brace positions soon you will be in the eternal wait in the infinite silence » Continue Reading
I DID!!!! saw LS DUNES last night and they were so wonderful! me and my friend were walking around outside and we saw Frank for a second because he was walking towards us.. i didn’t wanna say anything because i didn’t wanna disturb him but he asked us how we were and we said hey :] people in line were so nice.. i got there at 10 am and stayed until 7 pm for my spot. it was really chilly but worth ... » Continue Reading
is not something i am doing right now. but i wish i was. nocturnalism hits. knife in my side. chocolate chip freezer waffles. soap store phone call. 30 minutes goes by and then another 30 minutes. meaningless texts. every day i get replaced by somebody else to somebody else a little bit more. i don’t wanna pay $45. what if i’m just doomed to be like this. step by step. that’s the advice. legs feel... » Continue Reading
sometimes i get a glimpse of how things should be. full time, not seasonal. and then i get something new. but its never in the way i'd hope. i should be used to it by now. do i remind you of yourself? do i remind you of _____? fill in the blank. i laugh. its silly. it would never be me, not like this. i'm far too ____. fill in the ____. you, me and the time machine. take turns. i might not come ba... » Continue Reading
i do things. i walk. i talk. i go outside. i go outside sometimes. i talk to others. i jump. i scream. i yell. i lay down. i think. i think a lot. i eat. i do things. i feel. i exist. i look at sidewalks and sunsets. i avoid people. i lie. i lie more frequently than others about trivial things. i get let down. i let others down. i'm late. i'm early. i do things. i brush my hair out of my face. i l... » Continue Reading
i think it was the most beautiful thing i’ve ever witnessed. i kept trying to tell people around me - isn’t this beautiful? isn’t it godly? isn’t it the grandest thing that’s happened in your life? because it was. they laughed and nodded but only because they thought i was mostly joking. surely this can’t be the grandest thing. i think they misinterpreted my meaning. when something changes your li... » Continue Reading