"extremely haunted"
peroxide. 21. nyc.
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Category: Writing and Poetry
is not something i am doing right now. but i wish i was. nocturnalism hits. knife in my side. chocolate chip freezer waffles. soap store phone call. 30 minutes goes by and then another 30 minutes. meaningless texts. every day i get replaced by somebody else to somebody else a little bit more. i don’t wanna pay $45. what if i’m just doomed to be like this. step by step. that’s the advice. legs feel... » Continue Reading
Category: Writing and Poetry
sometimes i get a glimpse of how things should be. full time, not seasonal. and then i get something new. but its never in the way i'd hope. i should be used to it by now. do i remind you of yourself? do i remind you of _____? fill in the blank. i laugh. its silly. it would never be me, not like this. i'm far too ____. fill in the ____. you, me and the time machine. take turns. i might not come ba... » Continue Reading
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Category: Writing and Poetry
i do things. i walk. i talk. i go outside. i go outside sometimes. i talk to others. i jump. i scream. i yell. i lay down. i think. i think a lot. i eat. i do things. i feel. i exist. i look at sidewalks and sunsets. i avoid people. i lie. i lie more frequently than others about trivial things. i get let down. i let others down. i'm late. i'm early. i do things. i brush my hair out of my face. i l... » Continue Reading
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Category: Writing and Poetry
i think i'd really hate to love you. and even then it would never be that. every corner of my mind. a » Continue Reading
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Category: Writing and Poetry
i think it was the most beautiful thing i’ve ever witnessed. i kept trying to tell people around me - isn’t this beautiful? isn’t it godly? isn’t it the grandest thing that’s happened in your life? because it was. they laughed and nodded but only because they thought i was mostly joking. surely this can’t be the grandest thing. i think they misinterpreted my meaning. when something changes your li... » Continue Reading
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Category: Writing and Poetry
august comes to a close quite nicely. we’re all orange and pink today. such warmth can’t be ignored, i almost don’t want it to leave. i make apple cinnamon cupcakes with brown sugar on top and they are perfect, and deep down i say happy birthday. it’s really quiet, soft hum of the ac in the background and the occasional jump of a cricket in my lizards tank. for some reason things that would make m... » Continue Reading
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Category: Writing and Poetry
i l o v e y o u b e c a u s e y o u s o u n d l i k e m e . » Continue Reading
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Category: Writing and Poetry
i'm out of town for a few days... ...i might catch up with old friends... ...but maybe not. sometimes i really take something for granted. and then it bites me and i feel bad. i keep your guitar pick in my wallet. what does that make me? » Continue Reading
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Category: Writing and Poetry
'vocal performance generally peaks at 25.' how great. i wished on a dandelion today. there's fake grass all out front and yet. » Continue Reading
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Category: Writing and Poetry
everything is going fine and then you say something lets me know this is real and i made it we all made it out of nothing (words on screens) (halfpipe dreams) (living machines) and i » Continue Reading
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Category: Writing and Poetry
have you ever made a beautiful thing? i don't really know if i have . i'd like to make beautiful things , even one thing, i think that would be alright. its a little hard though .. some people it comes more naturally .. some people don't even know it . there's a fine line » Continue Reading
Category: Blogging
if u have those. if you don't you def should. my LJ will probably be more poetry.. maybe something more interesting than my day. definitely not updated daily like this though. same user on both........ heres my imood and my livejournal . both arent super duper active like 10 years ago or so but thats okay :p » Continue Reading
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