Eveyone see me who i am, which is fine. What is not fine with me, is still being treated like a child; who still don't have the right to speak up for herself. Yes, I act like child time to time but I was forced to grow up quickly. I forced to take care responsibility at a young age, I didn't have choice nor a voice to speak. I've been told many things to me, but what I'll not take is trying make i... » Continue Reading
the devil couldn't reach me so instead he made me witnesses my grandma slowly leaving me. Until I sounded like lost child laying on her cold body begging her to wake back up. » Continue Reading
Now i feel. . . Numb out, after crying my heart out last night. Texting him now, feels different. It's like I've finally accepted that he doesn't have the same feelings as I do but in the back of my heart, saying don't let go just yet and keep on trying. At this point, I'm just so confused on my next move with him. » Continue Reading
I thought if I asked him to reject me now, it would help take that pit of feelings away from my stomach. But it only made things stronger and worse, i still have feelings for him! I know DEEP DOWN, I still got it in me but the little btch behind me, is scared like a little girl trapped in the fken dark closet at the my old dark home. I've never cried for someone, not ever my ex-bf, yet I'm crying » Continue Reading
I'm an independent woman, who has had to lead her entire life. The last thing I want to do is also lead in my romantic relationship. I need a man who will allow me to surrender my masculine energy by being the leader, being the alpha and allowing me to fully embrace my feminine soft side. Bring down my walls, to let out my soft girl in me. The love girl. The giggly girl. The girl who is afraid to ... » Continue Reading