Grown up now

Eveyone see me who i am, which is fine. What is not fine with me, is still being treated like a child; who still don't have the right to speak up for herself. Yes, I act like child time to time but I was forced to grow up quickly. I forced to take care responsibility at a young age, I didn't have choice nor a voice to speak. I've been told many things to me, but what I'll not take is trying make it seem like I can't live with my parents. I had to teach myself A LOT of things parents should teach their child, I've been rasied by my grandparents MY WHOLE LIFE. As i gotten older, they made a bit cold towards them and I regret every bit of it; even though I know they still love but the pain in me can't let go. 

I did everything on my own, from getting my own job to learning to remember my SN and how to better myself at driving and more. I DID IT ALL without them, yet I'm locked away from opportunity that the world holds me. I've sacrificed my happiness to satisfy my whole family or my parents needs. I've broken myself down so much in life that I've accept whatever said to me or thrown by hand. I tried to prove myself every single day of my life, I can do it on my own like i always have but for some reason; they don't wanna see that at all. I'm failure. It's my fault I'm not listening or doing what been told. I'm the wrong here. I don't have the right to speak or open a peep. Expressing my emotions is wrong. I am a locked away person, who can't have freedom nor peace or happiness. 

When will this torture end for me.