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Category: Romance and Relationships
i've been wanting a boyfriend, but have i reeeaaalllyy?? i started talking to this new guy and the idea of letting someone in to my life romantically feels fucking terrifying. i spend a lot of time not knowing what i'm feeling, why was i so ready and willing with someone that didn't want me back? because i knew there'd be no real chance of us being together. maybe i've just gotten so used to bei... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
there is a deep feeling of loneliness in me that i fear i will always carry around it's always there but it doesn't always show itself, i really feel it at random times.. like today i just woke up and last night when i was going to sleep i just felt so.. i don't even know what word it is what feeling it is, i don't know what this is but it feels like a void. i'm usually happy and extroverted, this... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
these are the last 30 minutes i'm 17, the last 1,800 seconds 17 was a dream, even better, even more than i was expecting, more than i hoped for i lost and found myself about twice a week i lost and found friends i lost april, i found jaimie i lost my best friend, i found inner peace i lost inner peace, i found it again at a mosh pit i realized i might never fit in with people my age but that's ok... » Continue Reading
Category: Blogging
just remembered the time a dj was only taking requests if you knew this 4 paragraph pledge.. so my dedicated self learned it in 5 minutes and requested donttrustme by 3oh!3 » Continue Reading
Category: Romance and Relationships
i just saw her picture in the yearbook, i still find her so attractive. we were never together but we had something, right? we were more than "almost"? is that all we were? almost a couple? almost my first love? it's telling of what we were that i didn't even know how i felt when we were "on", all i know is that i hated her with anyone else our love has gone cold you're intertwining your soul with... » Continue Reading
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