bella

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"watching true crime"

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Category: Blogging

my room feels so empty without you » Continue Reading

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you and him, him and you

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almost everytime i blog i say “you” like im writing you a letter i think i should say him instead, because after all this is MY blog, not letters to sam he wraps his arms around me like he’ll melt into me and i’d let him he was so warm and i love how his hands feel on me, it’s my favorite feeling or how when i was walking by him he grabbed my waist or when we were watching the nba game his hand wa... » Continue Reading

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geek bars

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sometimes when i’m laying in bed i can taste his tangerine vape and smell him on my sheets i want him so bad like a goddamn nicotine addict » Continue Reading

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we’re getting closer now

Category: Blogging

i think you belong on my bed with all my stuffed animals, watching big mouth all day this is what living with someone would feel like, we both like it cold so we’re basically perfect for each other  soft hair and my fingers running through them, almost as slow as my thoughts almost falling asleep in my dreams you never leave, but i get butterflies everytime you tell me you miss me, so i wake up it... » Continue Reading

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time to dance

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give me envy give me malice give me your attention » Continue Reading

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time to dance

Category: Music

give me envy give me malice give me your attention » Continue Reading

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pallet town by free throw

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and try to drink away the years of believing what you wrote in my yearbook  » Continue Reading

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exit 68

Category: Life

i've driven you home often enough to recognize the roads and every stop sign i have to turn at, we've talked in my car for hours on end it could fill up a library.  she's out of your life for now, i don't want to think about how long that'll last because i would rather stay blissfully starring at the stars; always with you by my side. "text me when you get home" i will. i can't help myself clingin... » Continue Reading

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warm frames

Category: Life

you’ll never be over her and as long as she’s in the picture we will never be you keep texting her when i don’t give you attention, you’re using me so hard but i love the way you touch me so it’s hard to fully let go i wish your ex girl never talks to you again, you deserve to feel the pain… i want you to touch me forever because i feel safe when im with you  “start feeling unsafe” » Continue Reading

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fuck feminism

Category: Life

i can still taste his stupid watermelon ice vape in my mouth and i hope the taste stays forever so i can live where it's just you and me » Continue Reading

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us

Category: Life

we talked for hours today, in the back of my car like i hope it’ll always be. i didn’t think i was fond of those types of boys, but he came along.. he drove my car and there was something about the way he did that i can’t put my finger on. i wish we could’ve stayed there forever.. i wish i wasn’t always afraid that my car would breakdown so we could stay there and he could drive her as much as he ... » Continue Reading

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the backseat of my convertible

Category: Friends

andrew garfield's spider man. crying over gwen stacy. playing with your hand and you holding my arm so softly.  my tiny vw beetle and justin's mom suv racing on an empty road at 1am. getting taco bell, the line taking FOREVER. getting mad at the guy in front of us for no reason. hanging out in my car at a taco bell parking lot. ayana and justin in the front almost dying from exhaustion.  you showe... » Continue Reading

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