Usually I've been able to buy my own cosplay material, but since I don't have a job anymore this makes it harder for me... I'm going thrift shopping with my mom to see what we can find for cheap so I can cosplay König I don't particularly care about looking exactly like the characters I cosplay, I just get it as close as I can and call it a day. Also I can't believe his mask is just a shirt why is... » Continue Reading
Ever since I got fired I've really been spiraling. I don't think in a good way either. I'm like this close to cutting my hair the way I want it with a pair of kitchen scissors and just dealing with what my dad screams at me. I'm this close to asking my mom to buy me box dye at walmart so I can dye my hair, or rather I'm on the verge of stealing and doing it myself I really don't know what to do no... » Continue Reading
Well, I got fired from my job yesterday. Then I remembered this site, and I decided to come back, since I have way more time to spend scrolling on places now » Continue Reading
It's funny... Talking to my friends about what they're doing with their lives soon is funny.. They all talk about these big things they're doing, yet making no effort to better themselves. One has an alcohol addiction, another a nicotine addiction and the others weed addictions. The others aren't even attempting to change themselves or get better. Yet they think they can start doing all these thin... » Continue Reading
I just got done with my highschool graduation... I feel like I've gotten a weight off my shoulders. A new cafe is opening near where I live, and is hiring, so I'm applying there too. My life is getting better... my friends and I will have a life to live. We will be better. » Continue Reading
My graduation is in less than two weeks... and I'm still majorly behind on everything. But it's okay. I've moved past it. I'm done with it all. I've accepted who I am. I won't be anybody extraordinary, nor will I be anybody important. I won't be important at all. I won't be there for my graduation, and I won't be here for the last day of school. But that's only because I'm going to see a Van Gogh ... » Continue Reading
It's my senior year in high school. I'm failing all my classes and I have 2 weeks to get it to at least a D. It's not happening. I'm going to fail this year, and I'm going to drop out. My parents know I'm stupid, my teachers know I'm stupid, and I'm never going to actually achieve anything worthwhile. I'm letting everybody down. I want to die. But I still have dreams. I want to become an artist an... » Continue Reading