It's funny... Talking to my friends about what they're doing with their lives soon is funny.. They all talk about these big things they're doing, yet making no effort to better themselves. One has an alcohol addiction, another a nicotine addiction and the others weed addictions. The others aren't even attempting to change themselves or get better. Yet they think they can start doing all these thin... » Continue Reading
I just got done with my highschool graduation... I feel like I've gotten a weight off my shoulders. A new cafe is opening near where I live, and is hiring, so I'm applying there too. My life is getting better... my friends and I will have a life to live. We will be better. » Continue Reading
My graduation is in less than two weeks... and I'm still majorly behind on everything. But it's okay. I've moved past it. I'm done with it all. I've accepted who I am. I won't be anybody extraordinary, nor will I be anybody important. I won't be important at all. I won't be there for my graduation, and I won't be here for the last day of school. But that's only because I'm going to see a Van Gogh ... » Continue Reading
It's my senior year in high school. I'm failing all my classes and I have 2 weeks to get it to at least a D. It's not happening. I'm going to fail this year, and I'm going to drop out. My parents know I'm stupid, my teachers know I'm stupid, and I'm never going to actually achieve anything worthwhile. I'm letting everybody down. I want to die. But I still have dreams. I want to become an artist an... » Continue Reading
I'm thinking about the changing the way I type... it makes me feel like my mom lol but if I try anything else ill feel like im trying too hard, or just being a dry texter... though i am » Continue Reading
I've been gone for a while... a lot happened My dad got hospitalized and our car broke down... I'm at the dentist now.... they're going to do a root canal and a filling.. this sucks. » Continue Reading
I'm at the dentist... they're probably gonna pull some of my teeth.. and then I wouldn't be able to eat much of anything for about a week.. this sucks. » Continue Reading
I hate when I have my headphones in and the teachers call my name... are you fucking blind? Can you not see the headphones around my head? It pisses me off... » Continue Reading
I have to go to the dentist tomorrow.. or at least try to.... Living with a gaping hole in your tooth with exposed nerves in the middle of winter with sensative teeth really sucks... hopefully I can get it pulled or something » Continue Reading