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Ever since I got fired I've really been spiraling. I don't think in a good way either.

I'm like this close to cutting my hair the way I want it with a pair of kitchen scissors and just dealing with what my dad screams at me. I'm this close to asking my mom to buy me box dye at walmart so I can dye my hair, or rather I'm on the verge of stealing and doing it myself

I really don't know what to do now. I'm back to where I was 5 months ago where I was a useless lump doing nothing, and when I was working I at least had something to do before it felt repetitive like school. I was planning on going on a trip to new orleans with my friends, but now I can't. I have things I want to do, and it felt nice not being a burden on my mom by having her worry about me because I could buy what I needed with my own money.

I'm so close to doing something that I don't know what I'm going to do