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I'm tired

It's my senior year in high school. I'm failing all my classes and I have 2 weeks to get it to at least a D. It's not happening. I'm going to fail this year, and I'm going to drop out. My parents know I'm stupid, my teachers know I'm stupid, and I'm never going to actually achieve anything worthwhile. I'm letting everybody down. I want to die.

But I still have dreams. I want to become an artist and a musician, but how can I when I don't know basic math? I want to adopt a child and be a parent, but how can I when I don't know the first thing about being an adult? When I turn 18, I want to get a job and save for an apartment, I want to have a life.


But I'm too stupid to do any of that. I don't think I'll live until my 18th birthday. Maybe I will, but after that, then what? I have horrible health, I can barely get out of bed. I'm truly useless and a burden.


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You don’t need to know algebra & do well in school to become a musician & artist. School isn’t for everyone even though we’re all forced into it. School grades aren’t a reflection of yourself & who you are. In the end, they’re just numbers that catalogue how you are doing then. They are not a definitive indication of your future success. People are more than their grades—you are more than your school grades too. People are not failures forever—failure is a phase, not permanent. I believe that you will become something worthwhile in your life.

I hope that your health improves. People should be understanding of your health issues & accommodate for you. If you want someone to talk to, I’m here.


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Even if you drop out of high school, you can still take the GED & that will act as your high school diploma. I hope that your health gets better though, I would love to see you thrive as you move forwards in life

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