i got some chores done, i got good sleep, i took a break to eat chips and salsa, basically pretty cool and good , basically life is pretty swag, peace and love on planet earth and wherever the aliens are out there » Continue Reading
your gonna need a fucking pillow/blankey brother i am so sleepy off 3mg of smellatonin i got a green sweater at the thrift store i like it a lot today was my birthday i am 25 now peace and love » Continue Reading
give it two more days i feel very much like i want to do reckless youth type bullshit that ive never been super inclined to do in the first place because, im 25, and itll be "too late" soon i guess, because as we all know, you turn in to a haggard old geezer immediately upon your 30th birthday but also, i have this fear of considering any part of my youth the "peak" of my life. cause how sad is th... » Continue Reading
i find myself falling into the trap a lot of envying the 90s and 80s and the rosy sort of image i project onto it even when i know its a false one there's just something to me about being young at that time thats so alluring to me. i mean, i was technically a '90s kid' but only for the single year of my birth, it only counts because it has to you know i know i'd be bored to tears, i'd probably go ... » Continue Reading
i want to feel like the things im doing matter i have ideas...but its so hard to get myself anywhere, to do anything i want to do but i think all you can do is just do shit, badly and scared. you can't get hung up on the how's and when's at the same time it helps to plan shit, you can't do everything on a whim and expect it to turn out good does anyone else feel so isolated it's like rotting you i... » Continue Reading
id like to post more anyway even if i dont get comments im playing a lot of stardew valley again which is my go-to escapism i'm making a lot of chicken and rice i'm trying to keep trying to be a person even though it's so tempting to just meld into my screens luckily the thing about being a person is you basically have to and already are doing it. like there's no prerequisite for it really. » Continue Reading
i just discovered something so cool it's called music you listen to it and it's good i know all kinds of song and lyric. seriously check it out some time. sound of the summer » Continue Reading
never underestimate the power of dinner and a shower. i mean i am still depressed but im not starving and covered in slime now. so that helps. have a good dayy » Continue Reading
i dont feel like i really have friends even though i do, i dont see people irl, i just rot in my house until its time to go to work and then i go to work and come back home and rot again. i hope i get to experience community, in a positive way, soon, that'd be nice. i'm tired of long distance and internet friends and i'm tired of feeling like no one can be close to me without me somehow destroying... » Continue Reading
its coming together nicely, though i cant seem to ever be in bed before 2 am _ i really want to fix it but i also resent that i have to fix it. i wish there was » Continue Reading
on account of i cant get shit nor fuck done and also the debilitating symptoms ive experienced since i was 10 i want to fix up my profile on here but its just one more thing in my list of shit to do of which only half ever gets done, if that much, its more like one or two things on a ten page list oh well. gir dance GO!!!!!!!!!!! » Continue Reading
i bought silent hill hd collection on ebay before asking my friends who actually know silent hill if it was good and they were like "um it sucks actually". but it was only $30 ... i want to play silent hill 3... i can't afford that shit! "oh just emulate it" ok well what if the world explodes. and my computer is caught in the blast zone. but not my ps3. what then. also my pc doesn't play games so ... » Continue Reading