NO IM NOT COMMITING SUICIDE...yet ya know that girl I've been raving about in my past blogs? Yeahhhhh I'm abandoning ship. I'm tired of this and, really, I love her so much I fucking hate her. Besides I shouldn't care about this shit anyway. I don't even see her in real life! I mean I KNOW her in real life, DUH. But we only talk online...ever. frankly that's not changing, considering what I'm sayi... » Continue Reading
I've realized just how pathetically lonely I am, I don't talk to anyone, I resent everyone on first sight, I avoid anybody and everybody and go out of my way too I can't even speak a word to people I've deemed "safe", in my eyes, or they're not nessecairly "safe" at all. I hate this. I never knew I'd degrade to this, hopefully one day I'll learn to pick myself up from my own ashes But for now- I'm... » Continue Reading
She uh...she called me a "good boy"!? Yk what I've been thinking about- some people flirt just for fun, and then complain when the other catches feelings- I'm scared that this is what she is. And trust me, I'm a REAAAAAL emotional guy. I feel like she's fucking with me now URGH it's so cruel! I HATE HER SO MUCH!! GOD- I JUST WANT HER OUT OF MY ALREADY PATHETIC SANITIZER-TO-A-MINISCULE-SKIN-WOUND ... » Continue Reading
Braces. And girls. God, so the braces, like, aren't that BAD or whatever- it ain't like they're murdering me (half-wished they would, haha.) But they're annoying ya know? Suuuuper irritating And girls, or, GIRL. I really like her but im so fucking nervous around her and I feel like I keep messing up like HOLY SHIIIIITUUUUUHHHHH. She's so cute though, I barely know her, I'm naive and stupid (like m... » Continue Reading
Okayyyy so my dad's forcin me to stay home on wenesday cuz of him and his stupid anti-trans bull. Hell, maybe he's only like this cuz he's insecure as shit- I'm more of a man than this limp-dick, and I've got an iron maiden in place of my soon-to-be brazen bull! (Lol). I know DAMN fucking well FOB wouldn't fuck with this shit. 'Specially patrick (stump, for those who don't know for some reason.) ... » Continue Reading
okay so now I have a major crush on this girl at school, we talk, she likes sanrio and corpse bride and stuff. I feel fucking awful about myself cuz I'm, like, nothing (I assume) she wants. I'm 5'7 I'm not really that strong I'm not WHITE (she isn't racist, I know, but I feel so insecure about being brown now idk why) I'm DEEEEEFINETLY not skinny I'M FINDING EVERY FLAW OF MYSELF OVER THIS 1 GIRL ... » Continue Reading
sucks balls being gay as shit and a dude with a vag up in where I live it's so bad- my parents kept my siblings home on june first! guess why? THEY RAISED THE PRIDE FLAG AT THEIR SCHOOL! Idiots I tell you... I hate being transgender. I want nothing more than to wake up tomorrow and be all like "girl." you know? THAT AINT ME! AND IT NEVER WILL BE! AND I WISH IT WAS BUT IT JUST ISN'T! (I pass SUUUUP... » Continue Reading
I write some, is it good? well: i'm a 15 year old with MAJOR problems. thats emo. so take your guess- but I really wanna get some of my stuff out there or whatever. Now do you see why my "idol" is pete wentz? I think my desc says that, I dunno, I'll go look after I post this. DONT TELL PETE WENTZ! » Continue Reading
mines has gotta be the watermelon reserve LOL- I can only find the fucker in gas stations (no No Frills, Shoppers, Walmarts, or any big stores ya know?) That's actually pretty evident if you've seen my dresser LOL here are some pics of that (it aint a lot) » Continue Reading