Lonesome

I've realized just how pathetically lonely I am, I don't talk to anyone, I resent everyone on first sight, I avoid anybody and everybody and go out of my way too

I can't even speak a word to people I've deemed "safe", in my eyes, or they're not nessecairly "safe" at all.

I hate this. I never knew I'd degrade to this, hopefully one day I'll learn to pick myself up from my own ashes

But for now- I'm sorta just the "class emo", who doesn't talk to anyone. 

Oh no but I'm smart, I'm very active in CLASS. Impressing teachers, making small talk with them and all. The teachers like me, I like them. And I get word done MUCHHHH faster than the other total idiots. They're so stupid, it's kinda funny honestly! There's, like, nothing in their fragile domes.

Whatever, I guess I can't really care.