UGHHHH!!!!

sucks balls being gay as shit and a dude with a vag up in where I live

it's so bad- my parents kept my siblings home on june first! guess why? THEY RAISED THE PRIDE FLAG AT THEIR SCHOOL! Idiots I tell you...

I hate being transgender. I want nothing more than to wake up tomorrow and be all like "girl." you know? THAT AINT ME! AND IT NEVER WILL BE! AND I WISH IT WAS BUT IT JUST ISN'T! (I pass SUUUUPER well, too, so)

I'm gonna ditch this lame ass town and skip to somewhere better, where I can be what I am. Sad that these people here are so colour blind they've grown anger to it.

I'm an amazing painter, you know, painting myself with blacks and whites to fit into where I am. But sometime's I've gotta scrub it off and let loose a little! I can only really keep a mold for so long

It's nature, I'm me, I go lengths and lengths to be so. I go even farther to make sure no one in the back finds out about any of this. 

I want to fall into the sea, and swim out the other side to a better place. Where I can drop the paint buckets, the brush, and let myself glow the way I was made to.

Too long/Didn't care: hate being queer, hate my town, and hate everyone around me (but I'm a real sweet dude, i swear)