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okay so now I have a major crush on this girl at school, we talk, she likes sanrio and corpse bride and stuff.
I feel fucking awful about myself cuz I'm, like, nothing (I assume) she wants.
I'm 5'7
I'm not really that strong
I'm not WHITE (she isn't racist, I know, but I feel so insecure about being brown now idk why)
I'm DEEEEEFINETLY not skinny
I'M FINDING EVERY FLAW OF MYSELF OVER THIS 1 GIRL HOLY SHIT
Whatever though, I've started eating less than 1000 cals a day, so I'm probs on the right track to some serious weight loss.
Hell I even wrote some stuff about her, it's kinda all sickly-sweet bullshit "poetry"
Thats all. I hope, at least.
jesus fuck
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Slip_Moth
Listen, please don't eat below 1000 calories, that's very unhealthy and I've been There. Man this feels like a post I would've written a few years back though. Like I've never related to a blog more than this one. I guess just try to eat enough and if you wanna lose weight, then maybe consult a professional (if you can) or start working out. Don't put yourself down because of this girl, beauty is in the eye of the beholder and I believe there is a market out there for anyone and everyone.
The best I can do? Try, I'm sorry, I know it's wrong but I can't help myself
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