ENTRY 38 It has been a quite long time since last I have been active on this lovely website, so many many things have happened since my last blog post, so let’s catch up, I turned 17, I’m single now, I went through a depressive phase for a few months, slight situation-ship with this 19 year old, changed up my hairdo, lost some people, moved schools, made some new pals, and started a diary for my m... » Continue Reading
Entry 37 I am feeling so mutherfuckin amazing, I dont know why but I woke up this morning and I took a shower and this teen boy is ON THE MOOOOVE BABY!!! I even ate a bregfest sandwhich..! HELL YEAH, Im also starting to get into startrek for my gay lover. Life Is good..! » Continue Reading
Entry 36 I’m coming to the realization that I struggle with strong feelings of inadequacy, I don’t really know why but I don’t feel good. It feels bad to feel uncared for, I know I am but I don’t feel like it. My dad got me nothing for Christmas this year, I just felt I should mention it. How do feel more adequate? What should I do to feel more secure in myself? Entry 36 conplete » Continue Reading
Entry 35 Over the weekend I have been watching nothing but Venture Bros Season 4 currently is what I am on! And good golly! I knew I was gonna be hooked The Monarch is my fav so far :^3 Entry 35 complete » Continue Reading
Entry 34 Oh fuck this day has been so awful, my hairs been falling out from the stress and that’s surprisingly not an exaggeration. Everything that could suck happened today and that’s an exaggeration. I had a panic attack, I was overstimulated, my boyfriend broke his finger and then I was anxious. And now was things were getting better I decide to call him and I get so cringed out I like shut o... » Continue Reading
Entry 33 OH MY DAYS! I am so so so jelly to the fact that Yggdrasil is not a real game, I am talking about the fictional game from the series Overlord. It is like my idea of the perfect game! Really what I'm looking for is a game where you can play as many different races and species! Like being able to play as an undead is so HASHTAG epic. This concludes my talk thank you. Entry 33 complete » Continue Reading
Entry 32 As some may be somewhat aware yesterday marked "national boyfriends day" and well I have one of those and he gave me two cases of spam. It is weirdly on of the nicest things someone has done for me. I almost feel bad eating it because he gave it too me. I mean its just really salty canned food yet its so much more. I am probably thinking too highly of it but I cant help myself I sort of f... » Continue Reading
Entry 31 Someone very dear to me has been ill, and it has been reminding me how precious life is A lot of memories are coming back to me, too think that something could happen and then that person is not there anymore is such a sad thing. I really got to make sure to appreciate the beauty that is life and the miracle that it is. BOOGERS Entry 31 complete » Continue Reading
ENTRY 30 Greetings chums, It is I. As of recently Iv'e been thinking about studying anatomy, I am someone who enjoys a good drawing and such and such. I think for the most part my anatomy is decent, mediocre, okay..? I just need to find a way to make more dynamic posing... Just a though, with love Trollsenhour ;^'' » Continue Reading
ENTRY 29 Follow up to entry 28 - Woooohoooo It is all good now in fact its better than the usual good, he didn't end up making the cheer team or whatever but now instead he does gymnastics on the weekend for only 2 hours! This is way so so better, and he is actually enjoying himself. It is so very sweet seeing him happy! I am quite happy and content in my life now. ENTRY 29 Complete » Continue Reading
ENTRY 28 Sorry for the long wait, but I needed to talk about this, my boyfriend is a FTM trans guy and his family doesn’t know and I’d never out him. Recently his mom has been pushing all this stuff on him that’s making me feel bad since I know HIM, he had suffered from an eating disorder for some time before we were together and started fixing his diet when we got hooked. His momma made some bad ... » Continue Reading
ENTRY 27 Summer break baby! Your boy is motherfuckin’ chillaxing like crazy! God I love being a human person! HOPE YOU FELLA’S R HAVIN’ FUNSIES!!! ENTRY 27 COMPLETE » Continue Reading