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Category: Romance and Relationships
I like to dream. But i stay realistic when i do, because my imagination blurs when i dream of impossible or stuff thats unlikely. And for a few months now ive been coming to realize that there is no way, for me to "find love" that, i can think of. I seriously doubt anyone would be or is even attracted to me in the slightest. And there are basically no ways for me to even find someone, only at scho » Continue Reading
Category: Life
The only way i wanna die is shooting myself. Im not 100% suicidal rn but still, i think the coolest way to die is shooting yourself. Its definitely cooler than normal death or getting ran over and its more of a guaranteed death than jumping from a great height » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
I want to be myself, i cant describe my inner anger. Why cant i just do. Im screaming at myself: Buy that skateboard if you want to start skating, buy that cool shirt, go into that fandom, go outside and socialize with people who are similar to you. But it just doesnt happen, i dont. I constantly nag myself about it, but ... I dont even think im scared to do those things or be like that because o... » Continue Reading
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Category: Music
Being a Radiohead fan does not make me a loser ! I mean i am a loser, BUT not because of being a Radiohead Fan ! » Continue Reading
Category: Life
I kinda just wanna be more like how i wanna be, like cause thats myself. I think id be happier, those are goals to me, I think im almost already mentally myself in some aspects. :I » Continue Reading
Category: Life
Spring is FINALLY here, the trees are becoming green again. YAYAYAY :D » Continue Reading
Category: Blogging
I just joineddddddddddd, hoping to find some kewl ppl » Continue Reading
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